DAYS OF REVELRY

hate thieves... any forms of thieves activities... don't they have better things to do... such a burden and a pest to the community... wait till you're in trouble then you'll know how your victim felt.. if you have such impeccable skills in stealing, why not apply it into other benefiting skills... if ur so bold enough to steal, use ur boldness in other fields that requires that.. and don't forget the thick skin as well... talk about you guys just makes me sick..

wow... so busy... super super busy... tests.. field trips... exhibitions... fyp... final exams (coming soon)... please just let me through... now, i just wanna grad.. so near already.. left 1 more sem and thats it...

last 2 weeks, i went for my mangrove trip to setiu.. it was damn tiring.. have to carry this and that.. have to walk in the sucking mud.. disgusting.. fun but in the disgusting way.. and because of this field trip, my handphone became 'celup mangrove'... aiyoo... rosak sudah... currently using my coursemates handphone.. (thanx, hana...)

last week, i went for my parasite field trip.. it was not tiring.. 80% of the time there was used for eat, sleep, and fun... 20% for work.. nevertheless, i guess we all need a vacation before our final exam begins... we went to the waterfall and also river bank... not bad.. i had lots of fun... yipee!!

mangrove trip.. replanting the nipah trees..

suddenly i craved for 'sang har meen'... if i'm not mistaken... it's really nice... 

i love lots of prawns.. nyum.. nyum...

the reason why i'm so lazy to post because i can't post up any pictures.. my phone cam is spoilt... but anyway.. i still need to brag about this because it's a once in a lifetime thing.. i guess.. last night, i spent my money on an expensive buffet which is a heaven for me.. I went to JOGOYA.. i've always been wanting to step my foot into this place and finally did it.. the food is really really nice.. i want to stuff everything into my stomach but i can't... the only one big mistake i've done is drinking too much water.. because i attacked the cocktail and wine which makes me full of water and a lil bit tipsy... but i don't care.. haha.. i thought i will go for lots of chocolate dessert but i don't.. eating too much of it just makes me wanna puke.. but the raw food like sashimi and oyster.. was constantly refilled.. heheh.. nice... i like the teriyaki chicken.. nice... all in all, i will definitely go for another round if i got the money... 

it's been more than a week that i've been fasting.. everything went well, i haven't skipped a day and no plans to do so anyway... =) i'm still thinking about going home because i still think i need a lil bit of encouragement or boost of enthusiasm... it's not like everyday i can just go through with ease.. luckily i'm going home this raya holiday and felt excited about it... can't wait to go home..


last 2 days, daniel, weng, jin and i went out to celebrate daniel's birthday.. we went to this 'Ming Star' to feast on sushi.. the only option to get sushi is here.. so won't complain anything since i get to eat sushi anyway.. so yeah.. we spent hell lotta money here.. but will keep it 'sushh...'. the food was nice since everyone was starving that nite.. everyone was incredibly hungry that they ate more than what they normally would have... but this is not often so it's ok, i suppose..


after ming star, we went to secret recipe.. this time we ate cake.. poor thing is that daniel get to blow A candle.. haha.. and he's 21 years old.. probably he wishes that he can feel like a year old or so.. but anyway, we enjoyed the cake.. sang birthday song.. awkward that only three of us is singing but everything was good.. and daniel sure does have a long list of wishes he wished is granted.. we bumped into emort and the gang as well.. they came to 'tapao' cake.. hehe.. then, later, we went home and that's about it..

weng's taking a pic of his food...


my bento.. i suddenly craved for curry so i ordered this..

this is what jin and daniel had.. table full of food..

daniel stares into the eye of the candle..

hoping that he can put out the candle by staring at it..

but he can't so he wishes that the candle can put off by itself.. hehehe...

well, my fast for the first day is not really comfortable for me.. because i felt like the time is clicking too slow.. fasting during weekends especially when it's holiday is a living hell coz if not, at least i can sleep in the library.. or read some books in the library.. anyway, hopefully the days after this will be smooth.. i try to work more and sleep more.. make myself busy..

yesterday, i went to bazaar ramadhan.. saw some familiar faces.. i was buying meehoon goreng with telur mata kambing... beronok, coconut drink... i guess i'm in heaven when i wanna pick food.. it's like which want to eat coz everything just seems delicious.. nyum.. nyum..

it has been long since i last updated.. i couldn't face my blog because i was stressed up.. i just felt heavy.. suddenly i just felt like i'm not smart enough to handle myself.. i procrastinate, afraid... i dunno.. even i've been spending kinda like a lot of my money buying stuff in a way like to make me happy.. lately i'll get down very easily... i dunno what i might do.. i'm still figuring myself up.. i hope raya come a.s.a.p.. luckily i'm going back to kuching this raya, so i'm going to make full use of it.. to enjoy myself, to loosen myself up.. forget all the stuff here.. but until then, i just need to struggle myself through...

today is my senior's graduation day.. the atmosphere is filled with joy and laughter.. who would have guess the time will come that soon in a blink of eye.. congratulation to everyone.. it's a hard work but everyone manage to overcome the obstacles.. watching you guys graduating gave me some sense of motivation to carry on my one year journey.. i am not eager to finish it up fast and quick.. i want to take this leftover journey, slow and steady.. at the pace i am now, i'm glad and thankful with what i have.. GANBATTE!!!

marine bio.. seniors..

yesterday my coursemate and I went for a walk in UMT as part of our lab assignment.. it does look normal since we've been here for like 2 years now.. but what makes it special was that we haven't been spending time together as a group.. so everyone was happy taking pictures.. it's like, "Kawan-kawan, jom ambik gambar..." and everyone ran towards the camera and strut their stuffs.. seems to me it's more like a vacation than an assignment.. fortunate enough, the weather was cooperative.. so, everyone wasn't toasting under the sun..

OUCH!! it hurts so bad.. even swallowing saliva is like poking the gum with a needle.. my mum asked me whether i wanna pull it out and i say "NO!!".. it freaks me out.. i don't wanna sit there and shout out loud in pain because i am not ready for the agonizing scene.. hopefully the pain will subside as soon as possible.. even eating is tough for me.. can't go for anything hard.. 

any advise for the 'tooth of wisdom'...? haha.. *ouch*

i was an extra in a movie called 'The Chronicles of Merong Mahawangsa'... i was asked by my friend whether i wanna join the crew for a day shoot.. so i find it interesting so i jumped into the boat and just sail with it... literally.. but what i didn't know is that the shooting is so tough as hell.. as easy as it may have sounded, jin and i had to struggle with the clothes.. fuh~ gotta say, one of the toughest job.. even if it's just walking, it's a damn hell.. but it's exciting to see the actors.. i'm quite impressed.. they can repeat the same take with almost the same emotion, posture and other little stuff over and over again.. and they are crazy..

do i look like a lost boy...? haha..

i like funfair a lot.. especially when it's like euro funfair.. it's more extreme than our malaysian kinda funfair.. so, jin, syoki, a friend of jin, and i went to this euro funfair.. even if it's not for long, but we used our time well.. we played the most extreme game, and it's a blast..

oh my.. my neighbour is so damn noisy... i guess they were just talking out loud.. one person is already quite loud.. but when 8 more ppl talk out loud too, it's like they're about to fight.. sometimes i just can't stand it.. some more at night, they're just too generous.. they switch on their 'songs' for me to listen.. thanx but no thanx.. i'm not interested in songs that just make me go 'bada bada boom boom'... man..

holiday is about to finish.. although class has not start, i'm almost positive that i'm going back for raya.. mum gave me the green light already.. i start to book my tickets already.. it's like i'm the one who's excited about raya huh.. anyway, i partake in any celebrations.. that's y i love to be malaysian..

i'm still thinking to spoil myself for 2 or 3 days though... wanna pick the correct date...

i dunno.. i felt disarray with the things going through my mind.. i can be like so pumped up and everything's fine.. but the next second everything went tumbling down like a heavy erosion because there isn't any support.. when i think of support, i felt kinda lack of it.. maybe i didn't work hard enough to obtain it.. or maybe there isn't.. or maybe i've built a tall wall that blocks any sort of communication of acceptance..

sitting at home all alone facing the laptop just ain't working.. messaging, ym, msn and etc... just not the way to deal with whatever that's running through my emotion.. probably i just missed times in high school when i get to have fun, talk, and play with friends despite the mentally head cracking exams... but that was nice.. i felt accepted in a group.. this one.. kinda doubt it but there's time when i really enjoyed it.. i dunno.. probably my support group isn't that strong yet... but time is quite limiting..

i think i need to spice up my life a little bit or more.. i need to do something.. but still figuring.. and that's how i get myself into this whole damn situation.. always figuring and thinking..

i guess i need to pamper myself and make sure i'll enjoy it.. a lot..

pei qing is one of the first of my junior i get to know besides vicki.. both of them r owez together..

i still remember the time when u, vicki, me and jin first went out for a dinner.. jin keeps on complaining about the laugh even when there's nothing to laugh about.. since then, sometimes we will dine out when we met in the cafe.. we never miss the laughter even a bit.. ur owez smiling.. i always bump into u and we will have a short chat...

but now, ur not here anymore.. less laughter will fill up the atmosphere.. i'll be less lonely now since i will not bump into u anymore.. and no one will accompany me when i'm in the library alone.. i'm sad till this day and it's unbelievable.. i'm just overwhelmed by the whole situation cause i have no idea which news are true about your departure.. there are times i hope that this whole thing is a joke or at least it wasn't u.. but even with the initial PQ, i'm afraid, i instantly knew it meant pei qing...

nevertheless, i will always remember the smiles and laughters... it's hard to take in but slowly i know everything will be fine and u'll have a place where u'll just continue laughing and put smiles on others.. take care and have a safe journey, pei qing..

p/s : took the pic from feli since i got no better pic here of her..

gosh.. felt bad for not updating anything but i, seriously, am super lazy since most of my time is used for hibernating... i watched Terminator.. i didn't expect anything at all and i thought, "oh man, i sure fall asleep and snore in the cinema.. AGAIN.." but i didn't.. i was excited from the start till the end.. i was blown away.. this is definitely the MOVIE ya'ol MUST watch.. when i didn't fall asleep in any part of the movie, this is sure one of the movie that you need to watch..  

celebrated mother's day with grandma and grandpa.. so we went to grandpa's office first.. my grandpa has bee in the timber business for so so long already.. most of their sons which include my papa are in the timber business too..





and there's this one day, i got the chance to visit to this new place and i have to say it's gorgeous.. so so nice dat i want to live there forever..

i find myself liking this dumpling again.. nyum, nyum..

san xian..

*no idea what's the ingredient but it's Y-U-M-M-Y*

and i love my mum coz she made the house like secret recipe.. yummilicious cakes.. and it's always been cheese cake.. love it..

oreo baked cheese cake..

haha.. yeah.. my father LOVE TO STUFF ME LIKE MAKING A TURKEY DISH DURING CHRISTMAS.. where they stuff all the ingredients thru the butt.. but mine is thru mouth.. hahaha.. so wrong some how.. haha.. anyway, lucky i can compensate through exercise.. hopefully..

before... *got sotong kangkung... nice.. nyum2* after