DAYS OF REVELRY

gosh, i've been answering nature's call for almost a day.. my stomach is teasing me.. sekejap sakit, sekejap ok.. dat one for nearly 3 days.. dunno what's wrong.. did i eat anythin wrong....? Or did i take in to much fruits.. hahaha.. ok, let it be.. hopefully the next day will be better... i'm so damn busy with my assignment and lab and also stupid night class.. feel like commit suicide.. sem 3 is like so damn busy and packed.. i want this sem to pass away as fast as possible.. nothing interesting still.. wait for fieldwork... probably more to talk about when it comes to Pulau Kapas fieldwork.. hehehe... -tata-

i want to learn how to break dance... UUUuuuuu.... hehehe....

*tetiba je*

I'm quite buzy nowadays.. I dunno why.. Either doing assignment, helping out at the stall or whatever it is, my positive energy has slowly fade away.. I try to stay as optimistic as possible but none of my surrounding is helping.. I feel like just wanna quit this whole stuff and begin a new life.. But, hey.. I'm too old for any sudden alteration although I would like to change.. I don't mind working but I don't want to work in a place like T********U.. I can't stand it... Feels like dragging myself all the way to the finish line.. I know I got no problem dragging myself because I did it before this.. Form 6.. Hmm.. I want to do something I like but is this possible..? I want to be a chef... Is it funny..? Diver is nice but marine biologist... Hrmm... Ok.. Probably pesimistic mood came to haunt me.. I just want to feel comfortable... I want someone to pamper me.. *not funny* I want someone to make me laugh.. I want someone to listen to my problems and my opinions.. OK.. I dunno where will this leads to but.. but.. but... erm, I really need a real friend.. Permanent friend.. 24hours real friend.. Should I advertise...? Reality show...? haha.. OK.. more craps from me.. sorry.. still not the day to write my blog.. although i completed one..

back in KT.. not a pleasant first day.. got down from bus.. pay rm25 to my new rented house and rode my friend's bic to campus and walked to and fro for nearly an hour plus... then stayed in the lab from 10 am till 5 pm.. gosh.. i never felt so horrible before.. now, i start to wonder whether i make the correct choice of staying out.. dunno la..

not in the mood right now.. will write a proper one when i really settle down..

*mummy, i miss home*

when i get back, i'll get so emo for the few first weeks.. because like usual i'll miss everything in kuching... then i'll be back after i make myself busy and stuff.. but seriously, i dunno whether i'll be emo or not when i get back this time.. but going back there help to save me also.. haha.. if not, i am going to be spoil.. i channel all my 'emo' to my jogging actually.. it's a real healthy way and it helps me alot to slim down.. haha.. see how emo helps me to slim down.. *sorry, i so bullshit rite now.. just bear with me* sometimes i get so thin i think my body is so ridiculous.. i dunno whether i deserve this body or not.. that's why i try to eat more carbs nowadays.. oh, it's so sinful for me..

hehe.. went to grappa last saturday.. was way over the top.. but i have to admit i'm embarassed but i'm having so much fun.. moreover, i was there with my old, good fren.. wait.. frens... hehe.. i'm more excited when one of my so close fren 'sacrifice' himself to go there.. wow... i can tell he's having as much as fun as i do.. wahahaha.. great time and looking forward for more great bullshit.. haha.. love it..

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