DAYS OF REVELRY

it has been long since i last updated.. i couldn't face my blog because i was stressed up.. i just felt heavy.. suddenly i just felt like i'm not smart enough to handle myself.. i procrastinate, afraid... i dunno.. even i've been spending kinda like a lot of my money buying stuff in a way like to make me happy.. lately i'll get down very easily... i dunno what i might do.. i'm still figuring myself up.. i hope raya come a.s.a.p.. luckily i'm going back to kuching this raya, so i'm going to make full use of it.. to enjoy myself, to loosen myself up.. forget all the stuff here.. but until then, i just need to struggle myself through...