DAYS OF REVELRY

Time for me to go broke again... I mean seriously.. I've been on a food binging and it's seriously out of my mind.. Ask aurelia.. She's the mastermind... *huhu2* Anyway, I'll post up the food and it's shocking for me.. Huhu.. I dunno what to say.. Eaten not so nice food and also nice food.. Gosh... I'm so bad.. Bad.. Bad..

delayed post.. went to pulau kapas last week.. it's not the kinda field work i'm looking for but we somehow enjoyed ourselves.. *bullshit* ok... not really.. we're exhausted and tests are drawing near.. we reached the marang jetty at 8-9 something am.. *this is the problem.. forget the time liao..* and we need to wait for the 'ferry' to transport us there.. each trip can fit 12 person.. the big one can fit 20 person.. so adding up the total trip, we got 4 trip.. i'm in the last trip.. and yes, i've waited nearly 2 hours for the ferry.. haiz... so pathetic.. hate waiting.. but somehow being a patient human being, i endured the agony of having to wait for the stupid last trip.. anyway, i have fun... took pics.. tons of it.. but jin has it.. so not much pics to upload.. when we reach the kapas island, i noticed there was jelly fish.. oh no.. here we go again.. more itchiness.. since we didn't write an official letter to the administrator there, our visit was not an official visit.. so we cannot do any sampling.. so we changed to another place.. somewhere near.. another 2 trip.. guess what.. the last trip again and lucky it's 2 trip only.. when we reached there, we began our observation with a little stinging surprise. great, jellyfish.. i so hate it.. how to observe with those baby jellyfish stinging us so frequently..?? lucky for me, i got stung 3-4 times.. the other's was like 'ahh, gatalnyer..', 'adeh.. gatal..', 'aper ni, gatal la.. ada bintik2 hijau..' haha.. so funny watching my coursemate scratching up and down.. i felt the same way when i was in pulau bidong before.. however, we passed our days with fatigue and anxiety to go back.. haha.. to go back, we got a total of 5 trips.. and guess what.. u might be correct.. wait, you will be right.. i was in the last trip, yet again.. this time, i've waited 3 hours plus.. gosh.. but i got a nice chat with sham, safa and jin.. haha.. when we reach the jetty, i ran to the toilet to take my bath... now, i don't feel any excitement in any of the future field trip anymore.. filled with boredom and exhaustion.. unless it's an trip to kl.. i don't mind.. huhu.. ok.. that's all.. going to kl tonight.. huhu~ yes.. this is the real fun..

nice view..
this was from the previous field trip.. the kemaman one..
Nel was promoting Malaysia.. *public speaking come in handy*
*ad* walnut chocolate cake..
syam, emily, peck ying and shu.. the very 'huha' gurls except syam, of coz.. without them i guess
i'll be bored to death.. huhu~
marah ker, syauqi.. dok masuk gambo ke..?

kemaman trip..
*acting cute*
peck ying and me..

didn't know what to feel for the past couple of days.. drastic changes seems to appear from nowhere and coping with it is a challenge.. my grandma passed away on the 31 July night.. it's really sudden because i knew all this while my grandma is a strong woman.. she's gone through lots of downs and pains but she still stay intact. i'm really glad to know she will be in a peace of mind now but extremely sad to learn that she's gone forever.. she plays quite a major role when i was young.. i still remember i always wait for her to open the gate and i would quickly rush to her and ask whether i can follow her for breakfast.. and our breakfast is always kolomee.. she always complain the noodle is too salty. when i was young, she would bring me to town using bus. she would tell me a lot of stories in the bus. we used bus 22.. my grandma loves to tell me about her background and past stories.. and i find it fascinating.. my grandma is well-loved by everyone due to the fact that she's really friendly.. she loves to travel.. in kuching, she would walked around the city and now i know how i develop this interest in me.. when reality hits me, i'm really devastated because i was struggling during my field trip the next day after she passed away.. my grandma is actually a good person.. really really good.. probably because she used to take care of me and my brother, i find it hard to accept the fact that she's not here now.. but i'm slowly healing and i dun want to show my down side to anyone because it will make people around me sad.

gosh, i've been answering nature's call for almost a day.. my stomach is teasing me.. sekejap sakit, sekejap ok.. dat one for nearly 3 days.. dunno what's wrong.. did i eat anythin wrong....? Or did i take in to much fruits.. hahaha.. ok, let it be.. hopefully the next day will be better... i'm so damn busy with my assignment and lab and also stupid night class.. feel like commit suicide.. sem 3 is like so damn busy and packed.. i want this sem to pass away as fast as possible.. nothing interesting still.. wait for fieldwork... probably more to talk about when it comes to Pulau Kapas fieldwork.. hehehe... -tata-

i want to learn how to break dance... UUUuuuuu.... hehehe....

*tetiba je*

I'm quite buzy nowadays.. I dunno why.. Either doing assignment, helping out at the stall or whatever it is, my positive energy has slowly fade away.. I try to stay as optimistic as possible but none of my surrounding is helping.. I feel like just wanna quit this whole stuff and begin a new life.. But, hey.. I'm too old for any sudden alteration although I would like to change.. I don't mind working but I don't want to work in a place like T********U.. I can't stand it... Feels like dragging myself all the way to the finish line.. I know I got no problem dragging myself because I did it before this.. Form 6.. Hmm.. I want to do something I like but is this possible..? I want to be a chef... Is it funny..? Diver is nice but marine biologist... Hrmm... Ok.. Probably pesimistic mood came to haunt me.. I just want to feel comfortable... I want someone to pamper me.. *not funny* I want someone to make me laugh.. I want someone to listen to my problems and my opinions.. OK.. I dunno where will this leads to but.. but.. but... erm, I really need a real friend.. Permanent friend.. 24hours real friend.. Should I advertise...? Reality show...? haha.. OK.. more craps from me.. sorry.. still not the day to write my blog.. although i completed one..

back in KT.. not a pleasant first day.. got down from bus.. pay rm25 to my new rented house and rode my friend's bic to campus and walked to and fro for nearly an hour plus... then stayed in the lab from 10 am till 5 pm.. gosh.. i never felt so horrible before.. now, i start to wonder whether i make the correct choice of staying out.. dunno la..

not in the mood right now.. will write a proper one when i really settle down..

*mummy, i miss home*