DAYS OF REVELRY

sometimes, i just feel like dat.. i wanna shout, scream, be angry, furious, punch, hit just anything... usually this happens when matters that bother just piles up and it's not sort out properly and refuse to deal with it...

when times like this happens, i thought i'm going to change into green hulk who just don't care about anything.. who cares.. just go  ahead.. be mad.. be angry... be fierce.. 

sometimes i just feel like killing someone.. it's easy.. as easy as just to insert the knife and pull it out.. and some juice will just exert out with a lil bit of force.. and there you go.. all's done.. feel like making some fruit juice..

and lucky enough, when i'm on the edge of feeling so or just about to do it, friends just stood in the way, comforting me.. makes me think that there's much better stuff to do.. but i just dunno how long i can stand.. i've been pretty much an introvert person so far except for some moments... it's hard to hold myself back each and everytime..