DAYS OF REVELRY

today is my senior's graduation day.. the atmosphere is filled with joy and laughter.. who would have guess the time will come that soon in a blink of eye.. congratulation to everyone.. it's a hard work but everyone manage to overcome the obstacles.. watching you guys graduating gave me some sense of motivation to carry on my one year journey.. i am not eager to finish it up fast and quick.. i want to take this leftover journey, slow and steady.. at the pace i am now, i'm glad and thankful with what i have.. GANBATTE!!!

marine bio.. seniors..

yesterday my coursemate and I went for a walk in UMT as part of our lab assignment.. it does look normal since we've been here for like 2 years now.. but what makes it special was that we haven't been spending time together as a group.. so everyone was happy taking pictures.. it's like, "Kawan-kawan, jom ambik gambar..." and everyone ran towards the camera and strut their stuffs.. seems to me it's more like a vacation than an assignment.. fortunate enough, the weather was cooperative.. so, everyone wasn't toasting under the sun..

OUCH!! it hurts so bad.. even swallowing saliva is like poking the gum with a needle.. my mum asked me whether i wanna pull it out and i say "NO!!".. it freaks me out.. i don't wanna sit there and shout out loud in pain because i am not ready for the agonizing scene.. hopefully the pain will subside as soon as possible.. even eating is tough for me.. can't go for anything hard.. 

any advise for the 'tooth of wisdom'...? haha.. *ouch*

i was an extra in a movie called 'The Chronicles of Merong Mahawangsa'... i was asked by my friend whether i wanna join the crew for a day shoot.. so i find it interesting so i jumped into the boat and just sail with it... literally.. but what i didn't know is that the shooting is so tough as hell.. as easy as it may have sounded, jin and i had to struggle with the clothes.. fuh~ gotta say, one of the toughest job.. even if it's just walking, it's a damn hell.. but it's exciting to see the actors.. i'm quite impressed.. they can repeat the same take with almost the same emotion, posture and other little stuff over and over again.. and they are crazy..

do i look like a lost boy...? haha..

i like funfair a lot.. especially when it's like euro funfair.. it's more extreme than our malaysian kinda funfair.. so, jin, syoki, a friend of jin, and i went to this euro funfair.. even if it's not for long, but we used our time well.. we played the most extreme game, and it's a blast..

oh my.. my neighbour is so damn noisy... i guess they were just talking out loud.. one person is already quite loud.. but when 8 more ppl talk out loud too, it's like they're about to fight.. sometimes i just can't stand it.. some more at night, they're just too generous.. they switch on their 'songs' for me to listen.. thanx but no thanx.. i'm not interested in songs that just make me go 'bada bada boom boom'... man..

holiday is about to finish.. although class has not start, i'm almost positive that i'm going back for raya.. mum gave me the green light already.. i start to book my tickets already.. it's like i'm the one who's excited about raya huh.. anyway, i partake in any celebrations.. that's y i love to be malaysian..

i'm still thinking to spoil myself for 2 or 3 days though... wanna pick the correct date...

i dunno.. i felt disarray with the things going through my mind.. i can be like so pumped up and everything's fine.. but the next second everything went tumbling down like a heavy erosion because there isn't any support.. when i think of support, i felt kinda lack of it.. maybe i didn't work hard enough to obtain it.. or maybe there isn't.. or maybe i've built a tall wall that blocks any sort of communication of acceptance..

sitting at home all alone facing the laptop just ain't working.. messaging, ym, msn and etc... just not the way to deal with whatever that's running through my emotion.. probably i just missed times in high school when i get to have fun, talk, and play with friends despite the mentally head cracking exams... but that was nice.. i felt accepted in a group.. this one.. kinda doubt it but there's time when i really enjoyed it.. i dunno.. probably my support group isn't that strong yet... but time is quite limiting..

i think i need to spice up my life a little bit or more.. i need to do something.. but still figuring.. and that's how i get myself into this whole damn situation.. always figuring and thinking..

i guess i need to pamper myself and make sure i'll enjoy it.. a lot..