DAYS OF REVELRY

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

better gone than stick like dat...

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 1:21 AM

i can't lie what i feel because i just see hatred... i can deal with dat since i've experience it before but why don't just let me go... you've seen more than enough.. i know you got pain so i don't have.. it's just a painful relationship to go on.. i regretted saying yes the first time.. by saying yes, i just put myself in a more darker place..

Monday, November 14, 2011

desires....

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 10:58 PM

can i hopefully pick myself up again... i have no confident, but only i can force myself to do so....

i need it badly...

Friday, November 11, 2011

weighty issue

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 8:37 PM

why is it a big concern over the weight issue nowadays...? look great...? being healthy...? score a date...? or just simply to feed their satisfaction....?

it's a problematic issue as people are getting more sensitive over this issue and can be mind bugging when there are conflicting idea of how the ideal weight should be...

this is what i should say... just stay off because i know how i am satisfy about my weight... if you don't like it then just keep it to yourself and spill it somewhere.. if it's because of my weight that you find it distracting then they are plenty of people who might have the 'ideal weight' whom you may want to talk with... i just can't stand it when people starts to control you over just the weight...

Thursday, November 10, 2011

the fateful day turns into a whirlwind...

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 8:04 PM

i felt scrutinized.... the reason that lies behind this mask is just plainly simple *enclosed personally*.

it's quite amazing how my life turn out to be and i can say it's a life-experience where not many people are willingly to explore. as amazing as it is, i'd been pushed to the limits where more of the unforeseen characteristics being brought up and polished.. i didn't say i'm proud of it but it takes guts to transform it into a positive way.

however, i felt defeated... to me, i felt the injustice which happened once became a stepping stone to change completely... as much as i want to be the jovial dude, i just can't help myself to think of that one lie being told to me which has been an express ticket for everything i wanted to do... being a forgive and forget person, i just can't let this pass by easily. being ripped apart, i walked on the surface of this earth with doubt.

i wished i could turn back time and chose not to meet the initial point.

people can judge by what had been serve on the plate... whether it's deceiving or not, the core point should be understood but sadly enough it's not a compromise to be made with just anyone.. because no one can comprehend it, even myself.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

as much as i wanna...

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 7:06 PM

stop writing this blog.. i'm prone to jot down a few bits.. i have almost completed what a 3 years degree student would have to go through.. it just seems so yesterday.. but then again.. when it's time to go, we're required to apprehend such goodbyes and just hope that we'll meet again soon...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

chip chop, chip chop...

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 2:22 PM

hehe.. why chip chop, chip chop... yeah.. because i've been eating fish and chips and chicken chops to see which shop got nice chip chop... not because i'm rich but because i can afford it lately.. i am lucky because i just won something so i just treat myself something nice.. guess which picture is chicken chop and which is fish & chips...

then, in one of the policy class, i was bored to death so i just took picture randomly.. but sometimes i enjoyed the class because out of nowhere my lecturer just burst into laughter.. it's like virus which forced us to giggle at her..

Monday, January 4, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

0 comments Posted by dupinik87 at 4:47 PM

happy, happy everyone... yet another new yer and more challenges ahead of us.. spoilt a hp and gain one just before 1.1.10.... that is why i am hibernating.. i have no electronic device to take my pic besides my own camera phone... but anyway, enough of that... love my holidays... did that, done that and many dates... i'm just looking forward for my next holiday.. not complaining about anything... nop, not going too... lalala~