DAYS OF REVELRY

sometimes, i just feel like dat.. i wanna shout, scream, be angry, furious, punch, hit just anything... usually this happens when matters that bother just piles up and it's not sort out properly and refuse to deal with it...

when times like this happens, i thought i'm going to change into green hulk who just don't care about anything.. who cares.. just go  ahead.. be mad.. be angry... be fierce.. 

sometimes i just feel like killing someone.. it's easy.. as easy as just to insert the knife and pull it out.. and some juice will just exert out with a lil bit of force.. and there you go.. all's done.. feel like making some fruit juice..

and lucky enough, when i'm on the edge of feeling so or just about to do it, friends just stood in the way, comforting me.. makes me think that there's much better stuff to do.. but i just dunno how long i can stand.. i've been pretty much an introvert person so far except for some moments... it's hard to hold myself back each and everytime.. 

sounds familiar...? anyway, it's been quite sometime.. and i seriously still searching for something to post but still can't.. ok.. it's because i'm just super bz.. *u know what, does this line looks familiar to u...* haha.. 

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*sometimes i feel like i'm getting positive feedback but i just dunno what to feel... hmmm... i'm         confused... nevertheless, i'm glad i do not have to see ur so-called arrogant face... haha... coz i'm seeing the better one...

*why don't u just think about what you've done... is it fair when you're asking something back from me..? if u happen to read this, well, THINK... no need for long elaboration.. 

*i'm just happy when holiday is just around the corner.. trespassing my study mood...

*thanks for making my days here so much better...

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now, match...

found my new place to jog.. reminds me of friendship park.. the park that i used to jog every morning and evening. this one is slightly bigger than the one i used to jog.. i like this place.. not bad.. i never knew this place until i finally open my eyes to see this huge park.. yeah.. can go bowling in the stadium also.. hehehe...

went to The Aryani Resort for my annual dinner.. didn't really know whether i should enjoy it onot because this is my first time.. last year i escaped to join naza and can to celebrate my birthday.. hehe..  i've just did something unexpectedly and it's my worst achievement  so far.. will not attempt again but at least i did it... next,  my next attempt is break dance on the floor next year.. how bout dat.. but it looks impossible.. hahaha.. ok, my next target or challenge is to run the Jambatan of KT which will be held on the 21 March.. it's about 21.1km.. i've never done that.. the most is 10km and that's it.. this is a major one and hopefully i won't collapse.. i'll try my very best...

this is some of the pictures captured by my hp.. didn't take much but there's more with other camera that keep flashing throughout the night.. hehe..

the kuih-muih...

the main dish...

iqbal,  one of my senior...

my frens and coursemates...

i've been taking care of my sons and daughters for 18 days already.. it's a real hectic job.. really need patient and be responsible enough to make sure they're alive.. because a slight mistakes will kill thousands of my kids.. but especially today is the most crucial part.. taking out 'incest' couple and isolate them in a different environment.. today's the worst because only me and another godfather worked from 9am till 1pm... other godmothers and fathers got other responsibilities so couldn't make it.. i felt like giving up everytime i need to change their 'diapers' and feed them with milk but i can't.. i felt like i'm going to explode and just throw all of them into the drain but i can't.. i'm taking this period of time like i'm taking care of a real baby.. feed them, wash them and provide security.. so it's a real bummer but at the end of the day, felt satisfy because they can swim happily.. 

they look like this...