DAYS OF REVELRY

emotionally mellow...

2011-12-11T22:39:00.000-08:00

i've never knew i can be so desperately to have the perfect person in my life to be together without having much negativity in it. grasping onto the reality, patient is the biggest key but i just don't know...

karma

2011-12-11T03:56:00.000-08:00

i believe in natural karma which only god who determines it.. not the 'man-made' karma who thinks they are the god who should determine who should be given the karma.. i hope those people will get punishment from god and i will just move on with my life like how it should be.

Transformation

2011-11-28T05:17:00.001-08:00

How do you mould an useless person to become useful like before....?

part of telling what's within...

2011-11-26T20:03:00.000-08:00

part of the introvert of me, finds it relieving jotting down what's there in my mind than speaking to the others. with no offense *cause probably i did it without realising it*, i find it simply annoyed with people, who have no clue of what's happening in life, to start judge and mocking aloud at one's fault. by doing this, it adds more negativity into one's fault, allowing faulty moves to be lavished out continuously.. in other words, sitting, mocking and just hope for the recovery or miracles to happen won't help at all.. with this, your just entitled to gain the acknowledgement and that's it. who are you to judge it, if someone who just knew from the surface of the story. for me, i trust there is something that had happened within the life that made it happen. i'm still learning about it. some things that's seriously error, there must be deep pain to the root that blinds the vision. the kind of pain that comes unexpectedly but with expectation of no repetition, not knowing how to deal, and worst of all, devil's potion...

well, people still have their thoughts but be modest in the aspect of channeling it..

Love Life

2011-11-26T05:39:00.000-08:00

To me, love are sacredly shared between 2 person and that's it. Got tangled up when I was pushed to the point that I forced myself to believe it works other than that. I guess I brought out the worst side of me or should I say the total opposite of me which I originally should have been. Matters got worst when additional elements was brought into my life and completely stirred up a Nasi Goreng for me. Bitter Sweet. However, in the end, I knew I heart *** all along but completely turn upside down with the anonymous. Finally, I still behold that real love are really meant for two.. Not more, not less. I don't want to selfishly asked *** to must break up so I need to back out in order to have a higher chance of getting back to the right track although it hurts a lot and break into infinity pieces. At least I know my third relationship was the most meaningful one up to date. Before that, i need a cherishing moment. and will forever be remembered.. =)

heart you always..

Faith

2011-11-26T03:48:00.001-08:00

My friend touched about the word faith today. Which makes me realized I have a deep ignorant about it and didn't do any reflection on it. It's such a shame today that *after a brief reflection, at this point of life* I realized I only have 100% faith towards my family, relatives and certain friends... My best friends who use to be close to me but after parted away for few years for my studies and work, the gap when we did not catch up is too wide which makes me, at certain times, doubted the words they say meaning from 100% to probably 90%... This I still can make myself instead of choosing to doubt them, I rather trust and have faith in them 100%... The others, unfortunately enough have to based on my feelings, can either be neutrally 100% faith or ......... i know it's selfish but at this part of life, in order to get back on the right track, i guess it requires them to understand, like really, what it feels like to be like this provided with the attributes that has inside and also other events that had happened. It's not their fault because I know basically how things, events and life work around this cycle.

The saddest part is the................... *to be continue*

Before this, it was 100% without a doubt or with a little doubt but was made to 100% as well without question. It's sad when these sort of faith I had once before had changed. In order for me to get it back, i know i have to excruciate elements which have brought to the aftermath. I guess peace is what will bring back the norm life back.

Faith

2011-11-26T03:48:00.000-08:00

The saddest part is the................... *to be continue*

sacrifices...

2011-11-25T09:52:00.001-08:00

it's a plain stupid move in order to search for the answer even if i need to do all this.. but even if it's stupid, i'll continue on even if it reach to the point of no truth being told to me. so this is like a hiding game. nevertheless, even if i didn't get the answer, at least i got clues. why did he want it to be this way...? along the road people get satisfaction, heartbroken, mad for continuing this rather than stop it. but whatever it is, in the end, i don't get anything cause it's the feeling of wanting to know. it's a sacrifice which i learnt. that's how the wall built up. if you know this, at least it ease your heart and mind to see someone got fooled and played. of course, i know i'm being control by this stupid stuff which leads to something which is not natural to me. deep down i know how i am but being blanked out by you and that. i hope the best for me even if it means a dead road. i 'redha' but i'm just happy i loved **. just a setback by bad thoughts *which might be real*. we'll see how it goes. it's as simple as it is. i just want to know what's happening. i wonder what happen next...?

*end of the 'drunkard' story... don't understand it please...*

The Candy Life

2011-11-20T02:03:00.000-08:00

living in a world that's filled with tonnes of desires, it's hard to resist temptation. each gain maybe sweet as honey but some just add more salt to your wound. the hardest part is to chew down whatever sweetness and sourness i've gained. it's not the best blend but it forms a menu of life that can be served to the world.

people can either like it or not. what we are assured of is the comments that helps to build better menus and best of all, we still get paid regardless of what form it is. *i'm not sure it's a good thing or bad thing, but we are still getting something...*

better gone than stick like dat...

2011-11-15T01:21:00.000-08:00

i can't lie what i feel because i just see hatred... i can deal with dat since i've experience it before but why don't just let me go... you've seen more than enough.. i know you got pain so i don't have.. it's just a painful relationship to go on.. i regretted saying yes the first time.. by saying yes, i just put myself in a more darker place..

desires....

2011-11-14T22:58:00.000-08:00

can i hopefully pick myself up again... i have no confident, but only i can force myself to do so....

i need it badly...

weighty issue

2011-11-11T20:37:00.000-08:00

why is it a big concern over the weight issue nowadays...? look great...? being healthy...? score a date...? or just simply to feed their satisfaction....?

it's a problematic issue as people are getting more sensitive over this issue and can be mind bugging when there are conflicting idea of how the ideal weight should be...

this is what i should say... just stay off because i know how i am satisfy about my weight... if you don't like it then just keep it to yourself and spill it somewhere.. if it's because of my weight that you find it distracting then they are plenty of people who might have the 'ideal weight' whom you may want to talk with... i just can't stand it when people starts to control you over just the weight...

the fateful day turns into a whirlwind...

2011-11-10T20:04:00.000-08:00

i felt scrutinized.... the reason that lies behind this mask is just plainly simple *enclosed personally*.

it's quite amazing how my life turn out to be and i can say it's a life-experience where not many people are willingly to explore. as amazing as it is, i'd been pushed to the limits where more of the unforeseen characteristics being brought up and polished.. i didn't say i'm proud of it but it takes guts to transform it into a positive way.

however, i felt defeated... to me, i felt the injustice which happened once became a stepping stone to change completely... as much as i want to be the jovial dude, i just can't help myself to think of that one lie being told to me which has been an express ticket for everything i wanted to do... being a forgive and forget person, i just can't let this pass by easily. being ripped apart, i walked on the surface of this earth with doubt.

i wished i could turn back time and chose not to meet the initial point.

people can judge by what had been serve on the plate... whether it's deceiving or not, the core point should be understood but sadly enough it's not a compromise to be made with just anyone.. because no one can comprehend it, even myself.

as much as i wanna...

2010-03-25T19:06:00.002-07:00

stop writing this blog.. i'm prone to jot down a few bits.. i have almost completed what a 3 years degree student would have to go through.. it just seems so yesterday.. but then again.. when it's time to go, we're required to apprehend such goodbyes and just hope that we'll meet again soon...

chip chop, chip chop...

2010-01-13T14:22:00.000-08:00

hehe.. why chip chop, chip chop... yeah.. because i've been eating fish and chips and chicken chops to see which shop got nice chip chop... not because i'm rich but because i can afford it lately.. i am lucky because i just won something so i just treat myself something nice.. guess which picture is chicken chop and which is fish & chips...

then, in one of the policy class, i was bored to death so i just took picture randomly.. but sometimes i enjoyed the class because out of nowhere my lecturer just burst into laughter.. it's like virus which forced us to giggle at her..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010-01-04T16:47:00.001-08:00

happy, happy everyone... yet another new yer and more challenges ahead of us.. spoilt a hp and gain one just before 1.1.10.... that is why i am hibernating.. i have no electronic device to take my pic besides my own camera phone... but anyway, enough of that... love my holidays... did that, done that and many dates... i'm just looking forward for my next holiday.. not complaining about anything... nop, not going too... lalala~

spent time with can's family... enjoyed it...

pencuri...

2009-11-23T18:10:00.000-08:00

hate thieves... any forms of thieves activities... don't they have better things to do... such a burden and a pest to the community... wait till you're in trouble then you'll know how your victim felt.. if you have such impeccable skills in stealing, why not apply it into other benefiting skills... if ur so bold enough to steal, use ur boldness in other fields that requires that.. and don't forget the thick skin as well... talk about you guys just makes me sick..

packed... piled...

2009-10-12T06:04:00.001-07:00

wow... so busy... super super busy... tests.. field trips... exhibitions... fyp... final exams (coming soon)... please just let me through... now, i just wanna grad.. so near already.. left 1 more sem and thats it...

last 2 weeks, i went for my mangrove trip to setiu.. it was damn tiring.. have to carry this and that.. have to walk in the sucking mud.. disgusting.. fun but in the disgusting way.. and because of this field trip, my handphone became 'celup mangrove'... aiyoo... rosak sudah... currently using my coursemates handphone.. (thanx, hana...)

last week, i went for my parasite field trip.. it was not tiring.. 80% of the time there was used for eat, sleep, and fun... 20% for work.. nevertheless, i guess we all need a vacation before our final exam begins... we went to the waterfall and also river bank... not bad.. i had lots of fun... yipee!!

mangrove trip.. replanting the nipah trees..

group pic... at tasik kenyir.. such a happy family...

devour...

2009-10-01T00:41:00.001-07:00

suddenly i craved for 'sang har meen'... if i'm not mistaken... it's really nice...

i love lots of prawns.. nyum.. nyum...

JOGOYA!!

2009-09-26T18:11:00.000-07:00

the reason why i'm so lazy to post because i can't post up any pictures.. my phone cam is spoilt... but anyway.. i still need to brag about this because it's a once in a lifetime thing.. i guess.. last night, i spent my money on an expensive buffet which is a heaven for me.. I went to JOGOYA.. i've always been wanting to step my foot into this place and finally did it.. the food is really really nice.. i want to stuff everything into my stomach but i can't... the only one big mistake i've done is drinking too much water.. because i attacked the cocktail and wine which makes me full of water and a lil bit tipsy... but i don't care.. haha.. i thought i will go for lots of chocolate dessert but i don't.. eating too much of it just makes me wanna puke.. but the raw food like sashimi and oyster.. was constantly refilled.. heheh.. nice... i like the teriyaki chicken.. nice... all in all, i will definitely go for another round if i got the money...

Daniel's birthday..

2009-08-30T14:32:00.000-07:00

it's been more than a week that i've been fasting.. everything went well, i haven't skipped a day and no plans to do so anyway... =) i'm still thinking about going home because i still think i need a lil bit of encouragement or boost of enthusiasm... it's not like everyday i can just go through with ease.. luckily i'm going home this raya holiday and felt excited about it... can't wait to go home..

last 2 days, daniel, weng, jin and i went out to celebrate daniel's birthday.. we went to this 'Ming Star' to feast on sushi.. the only option to get sushi is here.. so won't complain anything since i get to eat sushi anyway.. so yeah.. we spent hell lotta money here.. but will keep it 'sushh...'. the food was nice since everyone was starving that nite.. everyone was incredibly hungry that they ate more than what they normally would have... but this is not often so it's ok, i suppose..

after ming star, we went to secret recipe.. this time we ate cake.. poor thing is that daniel get to blow A candle.. haha.. and he's 21 years old.. probably he wishes that he can feel like a year old or so.. but anyway, we enjoyed the cake.. sang birthday song.. awkward that only three of us is singing but everything was good.. and daniel sure does have a long list of wishes he wished is granted.. we bumped into emort and the gang as well.. they came to 'tapao' cake.. hehe.. then, later, we went home and that's about it..

weng's taking a pic of his food...

my bento.. i suddenly craved for curry so i ordered this..

this is what jin and daniel had.. table full of food..

daniel stares into the eye of the candle..

hoping that he can put out the candle by staring at it..

but he can't so he wishes that the candle can put off by itself.. hehehe...

PUASA...

2009-08-22T17:48:00.000-07:00

well, my fast for the first day is not really comfortable for me.. because i felt like the time is clicking too slow.. fasting during weekends especially when it's holiday is a living hell coz if not, at least i can sleep in the library.. or read some books in the library.. anyway, hopefully the days after this will be smooth.. i try to work more and sleep more.. make myself busy..

yesterday, i went to bazaar ramadhan.. saw some familiar faces.. i was buying meehoon goreng with telur mata kambing... beronok, coconut drink... i guess i'm in heaven when i wanna pick food.. it's like which want to eat coz everything just seems delicious.. nyum.. nyum..

long time...

2009-08-17T13:44:00.000-07:00

it has been long since i last updated.. i couldn't face my blog because i was stressed up.. i just felt heavy.. suddenly i just felt like i'm not smart enough to handle myself.. i procrastinate, afraid... i dunno.. even i've been spending kinda like a lot of my money buying stuff in a way like to make me happy.. lately i'll get down very easily... i dunno what i might do.. i'm still figuring myself up.. i hope raya come a.s.a.p.. luckily i'm going back to kuching this raya, so i'm going to make full use of it.. to enjoy myself, to loosen myself up.. forget all the stuff here.. but until then, i just need to struggle myself through...

inspiration...

2009-07-15T01:21:00.000-07:00

today is my senior's graduation day.. the atmosphere is filled with joy and laughter.. who would have guess the time will come that soon in a blink of eye.. congratulation to everyone.. it's a hard work but everyone manage to overcome the obstacles.. watching you guys graduating gave me some sense of motivation to carry on my one year journey.. i am not eager to finish it up fast and quick.. i want to take this leftover journey, slow and steady.. at the pace i am now, i'm glad and thankful with what i have.. GANBATTE!!!

marine bio.. seniors..

a walk to remember...

2009-07-12T14:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday my coursemate and I went for a walk in UMT as part of our lab assignment.. it does look normal since we've been here for like 2 years now.. but what makes it special was that we haven't been spending time together as a group.. so everyone was happy taking pictures.. it's like, "Kawan-kawan, jom ambik gambar..." and everyone ran towards the camera and strut their stuffs.. seems to me it's more like a vacation than an assignment.. fortunate enough, the weather was cooperative.. so, everyone wasn't toasting under the sun..

new tooth..

2009-07-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

OUCH!! it hurts so bad.. even swallowing saliva is like poking the gum with a needle.. my mum asked me whether i wanna pull it out and i say "NO!!".. it freaks me out.. i don't wanna sit there and shout out loud in pain because i am not ready for the agonizing scene.. hopefully the pain will subside as soon as possible.. even eating is tough for me.. can't go for anything hard..

any advise for the 'tooth of wisdom'...? haha.. *ouch*

sometime ago in KT..

2009-06-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

i was an extra in a movie called 'The Chronicles of Merong Mahawangsa'... i was asked by my friend whether i wanna join the crew for a day shoot.. so i find it interesting so i jumped into the boat and just sail with it... literally.. but what i didn't know is that the shooting is so tough as hell.. as easy as it may have sounded, jin and i had to struggle with the clothes.. fuh~ gotta say, one of the toughest job.. even if it's just walking, it's a damn hell.. but it's exciting to see the actors.. i'm quite impressed.. they can repeat the same take with almost the same emotion, posture and other little stuff over and over again.. and they are crazy..

do i look like a lost boy...? haha..

i like funfair a lot.. especially when it's like euro funfair.. it's more extreme than our malaysian kinda funfair.. so, jin, syoki, a friend of jin, and i went to this euro funfair.. even if it's not for long, but we used our time well.. we played the most extreme game, and it's a blast..

what a noise...

2009-06-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

oh my.. my neighbour is so damn noisy... i guess they were just talking out loud.. one person is already quite loud.. but when 8 more ppl talk out loud too, it's like they're about to fight.. sometimes i just can't stand it.. some more at night, they're just too generous.. they switch on their 'songs' for me to listen.. thanx but no thanx.. i'm not interested in songs that just make me go 'bada bada boom boom'... man..

holiday is about to finish.. although class has not start, i'm almost positive that i'm going back for raya.. mum gave me the green light already.. i start to book my tickets already.. it's like i'm the one who's excited about raya huh.. anyway, i partake in any celebrations.. that's y i love to be malaysian..

i'm still thinking to spoil myself for 2 or 3 days though... wanna pick the correct date...

story to every pictures..

2009-06-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

fishing at pulau kambing wasn't that interesting when it's like 2 am...

my kuching friend's sure laugh me when i change buka to 'buke'...

my breakfast.. this is what i ate almost every morning..
but i kept adding more vege.. that is tuna, btw..

durian cendol.. i just need to taste the durian aroma..
but the cendol sux.. it's at the garden's, KL..

my friends... took this pictures when i was kinda 'tipsy'..

steph's birthday dinner.. i love it.. love the butter of everything..

passion fruit and cappucino.. nice gelato ice-cream..

chocolate, cappucino and green tea..

nice colour though.. i think.. haha..

tomato noodle.. nyum.. nyum..

we spent our midnight's in the airport savouring on mcd.. except for me..

*monique on the left seems to look prettier than steph on the right*

butter prawn.. not really nice but just love it when it comes to

BUTTER PRAWN..

prawn wanton with fruit salad..

my favourite.. yummy..

la viva pizza.. from pizza hut..

loving every bit of it..

but it's very ordinary.. hehe..

dim sum.. wow.. missing it already...

i went to sushi king with my friends for like 3 times when i was in kuching.. and that's a sin.. BIG SIN.. but i'm loving it.. and we did went to a buffet steamboat and it was marvellous.. but no pic on dat.. coz it was nasty..

stuff in my mind..

2009-06-22T02:03:00.000-07:00

i dunno.. i felt disarray with the things going through my mind.. i can be like so pumped up and everything's fine.. but the next second everything went tumbling down like a heavy erosion because there isn't any support.. when i think of support, i felt kinda lack of it.. maybe i didn't work hard enough to obtain it.. or maybe there isn't.. or maybe i've built a tall wall that blocks any sort of communication of acceptance..

sitting at home all alone facing the laptop just ain't working.. messaging, ym, msn and etc... just not the way to deal with whatever that's running through my emotion.. probably i just missed times in high school when i get to have fun, talk, and play with friends despite the mentally head cracking exams... but that was nice.. i felt accepted in a group.. this one.. kinda doubt it but there's time when i really enjoyed it.. i dunno.. probably my support group isn't that strong yet... but time is quite limiting..

i think i need to spice up my life a little bit or more.. i need to do something.. but still figuring.. and that's how i get myself into this whole damn situation.. always figuring and thinking..

i guess i need to pamper myself and make sure i'll enjoy it.. a lot..

SMILE FOR ME... i will always remember u..

2009-06-02T06:17:00.000-07:00

pei qing is one of the first of my junior i get to know besides vicki.. both of them r owez together..

i still remember the time when u, vicki, me and jin first went out for a dinner.. jin keeps on complaining about the laugh even when there's nothing to laugh about.. since then, sometimes we will dine out when we met in the cafe.. we never miss the laughter even a bit.. ur owez smiling.. i always bump into u and we will have a short chat...

but now, ur not here anymore.. less laughter will fill up the atmosphere.. i'll be less lonely now since i will not bump into u anymore.. and no one will accompany me when i'm in the library alone.. i'm sad till this day and it's unbelievable.. i'm just overwhelmed by the whole situation cause i have no idea which news are true about your departure.. there are times i hope that this whole thing is a joke or at least it wasn't u.. but even with the initial PQ, i'm afraid, i instantly knew it meant pei qing...

nevertheless, i will always remember the smiles and laughters... it's hard to take in but slowly i know everything will be fine and u'll have a place where u'll just continue laughing and put smiles on others.. take care and have a safe journey, pei qing..

p/s : took the pic from feli since i got no better pic here of her..

Apologize

2009-05-30T14:38:00.000-07:00

gosh.. felt bad for not updating anything but i, seriously, am super lazy since most of my time is used for hibernating... i watched Terminator.. i didn't expect anything at all and i thought, "oh man, i sure fall asleep and snore in the cinema.. AGAIN.." but i didn't.. i was excited from the start till the end.. i was blown away.. this is definitely the MOVIE ya'ol MUST watch.. when i didn't fall asleep in any part of the movie, this is sure one of the movie that you need to watch..

............. i'll think of something, next time...

2009-05-11T18:50:00.000-07:00

celebrated mother's day with grandma and grandpa.. so we went to grandpa's office first.. my grandpa has bee in the timber business for so so long already.. most of their sons which include my papa are in the timber business too..

and there's this one day, i got the chance to visit to this new place and i have to say it's gorgeous.. so so nice dat i want to live there forever..

i find myself liking this dumpling again.. nyum, nyum..

san xian..

*no idea what's the ingredient but it's Y-U-M-M-Y*

and i love my mum coz she made the house like secret recipe.. yummilicious cakes.. and it's always been cheese cake.. love it..

oreo baked cheese cake..

OVER-BLOATED!!!!

2009-05-08T20:07:00.000-07:00

haha.. yeah.. my father LOVE TO STUFF ME LIKE MAKING A TURKEY DISH DURING CHRISTMAS.. where they stuff all the ingredients thru the butt.. but mine is thru mouth.. hahaha.. so wrong some how.. haha.. anyway, lucky i can compensate through exercise.. hopefully..

before... *got sotong kangkung... nice.. nyum2* after

and let me tell u something also.. the food above is consumed by me and me padre only.. yeah..

and almost everynight we have this kinda dinner...

new routine..

2009-05-06T16:30:00.000-07:00

nothing much to rave about the life of 'mayau'.. sama jak ngan terengganu cya..

but i've been doing alot of swimming after i came back from terengganu.. i don't wanna be the marine biologist who don't know how to swim.. but again it's not easy to swim.. without any proper guidance.. my liking for swimming was built up instantly, thanx to mal.. haha.. but still i really need to work my ass off to swim the proper way.. i need to get myself a swimming goggle as well.. although i have a diving mask, i guess i'll suffocate to death at the end of the pool if i were to use it..

haha.. now i can really enter triathlon if i manage to swim well.. which is like in 10-20 years time.. i know i can run, cycle and probably swimming.. wow.. not bad for a once-fat-ass guy.. i kicked ass.. anyway, just continue my routine like usual.. it's a sweet accomplishment..

*did i just ass...? or should it be arse...?*

*improper word.. dun use the word ass in a real conversation with people cause the ass stinks and dirty.. remember dun use the word ass... i should just censored the word ass, right.. but how to censored the word ass..? hmm..*

back to miaw2..

2009-05-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

hey.. back in kuching already.. and yah.. it's been a while since i updated my blog.. i'm just simply lazy.. wanna sleep.. and sleep.. and sleep... let me just story you my daily life, bit by bit...

one morning, my papa brought my sis and myself to After 3.. it's weird, but i don't mind.. it's because it's quite expensive to dine in a cafe.. so, i jumped myself into dimsum and homemade kaya polo bun.. sadly, i din take the pic for polo bun.. anyway, it's quite ordinary.. but really expensive.. for a breakfast..

dimsum.. rm3.50 each.. wow..

one night, my friend took me out to a malay stall for dinner.. i seriously never dine in a malay cafe for dinner in kuching... so my friend introduced me ayam penyek.. special some more.. quite ok.. i dun find it spicy but my malay friend was bathing with sweat while eating.. haha..

ayam penyek special.. got ulam.. so it's quite healthy for me.. hehe..

one morning *again*, went out for breakfast with my uncle and grandma.. it was nice...

my uncles and papa *only with the head*..

this is the reason why i fear that i'll grow fat after married.. all my uncles was basketball

players and coaches before as what they claimed including my papa..

after they stop playing, they start to grow.. i mean really really grow.. they were

once hunky dudes but now, see for yourself... will most of us be like dat as we age...

my beloved grandma...

kolomee...

yes, i eat it at last and was dumbfounded by the taste.. yummmmyyy...

all my dinner were in sinwan cafe.. as usual, we always dine out.. and ordered almost the same food.. mostly unhealthy.. *urghh* but i try to minimize it by eating more fruits and vege..

this is unhealthy but i like it.. haha.. got boxing chic.. butter chic.. wantan, calamari,

salad, and french fries..

fruits... and lok-lok..

cangkuk manis with eggs.. yummy.. my fav..

when i was in kl, i did random things.. but din take many pics cause i din find the mood to do so..

roti canai.. pisang and telur... took this in klia.. haha..

odd food but cheap..

tomyam siam meehoon with crab stick..

*just simply awful... no comment..

ops, i did it already..*

went to dinosaur exhibition.. now i understand why my mum prevent me from going to such exhibition.. just a waste of money when it's without any purpose..

saw this in times square... and i will try it when they are officially open... and i ate at papa's john pizza.. din take any pics.. the taste was not as exaggerating as pizza hut's one but was simple and nice..

spill the beans...

2009-04-19T15:00:00.000-07:00

of course.. food has always been the only craze i have for and still is.. for now, that is.. i might look like some health freak who puts their freaking eye balls on their food regime.. but, hey.. i'm just a human being and i never really got to get rid of my old 'fatty' habit... F-O-O-D... talk about food with me and we'll have to organize one sleepover night cause the list goes on... i've been scavenging on food and it is pretty interesting on the food that i'm chowing down due to the fact that i'm in a place where 'masakan panas' is the hot item everywhere in the city.. it bores me out cause i never really like 'masakan panas'... once in a while, when there's nothing to eat anymore or out of clue, maybe i'll just forget what i've said a couple of seconds ago.. but still food is still my PRIORITY albeit my concern for my health is so strict that i need to go jogging and do some cardio.. let's see what i've been up to... muahahaha.... *FYI or probably a lil' hint about something, the pics are real fresh.. hehe.. this month's pic.. muahaha*

tropical sorbet

*nice but not so nice...*

fish and chips

*i can do better than this..*
coffee and roti canai..black pepper yee mee hotplate...big apple's donut
*i do know how to enjoy life..*vegetable soup..
*sometimes i just need to watch for my diet too..* chocolate larva...
*yummy, baby*

grilled chicken chop

*the sauce wasn't thrilling, but still, i eat for what i pay for..*

i wish i have more variety of food to show off.. but for the time being, this is what i have and i will continue on searching for food.. feels like caveman in the modern year... -chow-

beezee... nearly finishing...

2009-04-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

wow.. workload and testload is like hell but nevertheless i never miss out on something which is important to me.. gonna upload something sinful that i've been doing.. no question will be entertain...

i guess i need it...

2009-04-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

after quite sometime, i guess i need to taste what it is like to eat rice again.. so i went to the nearest stall to buy my 'rice-breakfast'.. when i reached there, i was like 'nasi dagang' or 'pulut kuning'... i've tried nasi dagang so i wanna try this pulut kuning.. and hell yeah, it was tasty... i've never knew rice would taste like heaven.. *macam org sakai pula*

pulut kuning

the other day, i went to mydin with mal *was quite sometime already*.. i've always like to eat apam balik.. so when i saw a stall selling apam balik, no doubt that i will pick that.. the best thing is that it comes with flavour.. banana, choc, strawberry... wow.. irresistible.. and yeah, i picked banana flavour.. not bad...

banana apam balik...
*if you squeeze ur eyes to dat tiny gap, u'll see banana actually..*

just some moment when i........

2009-04-02T15:40:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i just feel like dat.. i wanna shout, scream, be angry, furious, punch, hit just anything... usually this happens when matters that bother just piles up and it's not sort out properly and refuse to deal with it...

when times like this happens, i thought i'm going to change into green hulk who just don't care about anything.. who cares.. just go ahead.. be mad.. be angry... be fierce..

sometimes i just feel like killing someone.. it's easy.. as easy as just to insert the knife and pull it out.. and some juice will just exert out with a lil bit of force.. and there you go.. all's done.. feel like making some fruit juice..

and lucky enough, when i'm on the edge of feeling so or just about to do it, friends just stood in the way, comforting me.. makes me think that there's much better stuff to do.. but i just dunno how long i can stand.. i've been pretty much an introvert person so far except for some moments... it's hard to hold myself back each and everytime..

what can i do to make you..........

2009-03-31T00:09:00.000-07:00

sounds familiar...? anyway, it's been quite sometime.. and i seriously still searching for something to post but still can't.. ok.. it's because i'm just super bz.. *u know what, does this line looks familiar to u...* haha..

*************************************************************************************

*sometimes i feel like i'm getting positive feedback but i just dunno what to feel... hmmm... i'm confused... nevertheless, i'm glad i do not have to see ur so-called arrogant face... haha... coz i'm seeing the better one...

*why don't u just think about what you've done... is it fair when you're asking something back from me..? if u happen to read this, well, THINK... no need for long elaboration..

*i'm just happy when holiday is just around the corner.. trespassing my study mood...

*thanks for making my days here so much better...

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now, match...

longest run so far..

2009-03-21T00:59:00.000-07:00

DOUBLE YEAH for me.. i joined this Larian Jambatan Bandaraya KT..it's the men's open.. i completed the 21.1km route which is my best achievement so far.. i didn't stop running which is why i'm so damn happy.. yes... last 3km is a hell for me though.. i nearly pass out but i try to stay focus.. i am so glad when i reached the finishing line.. and i guess i will enter as much run-a-thon or jog-a-thon possible.. haha.. i love it.. and the sponsors at the end of the run is more like a buffet.. free buffet breakfast..

my dinner before my run..

my medal and cert.. got no. 29..

free 100 plus...
free ice cream...
free milo...
free cereal.. the best..
the starting and finishing line...

BIG LAKE

2009-03-19T18:12:00.000-07:00

found my new place to jog.. reminds me of friendship park.. the park that i used to jog every morning and evening. this one is slightly bigger than the one i used to jog.. i like this place.. not bad.. i never knew this place until i finally open my eyes to see this huge park.. yeah.. can go bowling in the stadium also.. hehehe...

Annual Dinner...

2009-03-14T18:08:00.000-07:00

went to The Aryani Resort for my annual dinner.. didn't really know whether i should enjoy it onot because this is my first time.. last year i escaped to join naza and can to celebrate my birthday.. hehe.. i've just did something unexpectedly and it's my worst achievement so far.. will not attempt again but at least i did it... next, my next attempt is break dance on the floor next year.. how bout dat.. but it looks impossible.. hahaha.. ok, my next target or challenge is to run the Jambatan of KT which will be held on the 21 March.. it's about 21.1km.. i've never done that.. the most is 10km and that's it.. this is a major one and hopefully i won't collapse.. i'll try my very best...

this is some of the pictures captured by my hp.. didn't take much but there's more with other camera that keep flashing throughout the night.. hehe..

the kuih-muih...

the main dish...

iqbal, one of my senior...

my frens and coursemates...

a father to thousands...

2009-03-05T21:54:00.001-08:00

i've been taking care of my sons and daughters for 18 days already.. it's a real hectic job.. really need patient and be responsible enough to make sure they're alive.. because a slight mistakes will kill thousands of my kids.. but especially today is the most crucial part.. taking out 'incest' couple and isolate them in a different environment.. today's the worst because only me and another godfather worked from 9am till 1pm... other godmothers and fathers got other responsibilities so couldn't make it.. i felt like giving up everytime i need to change their 'diapers' and feed them with milk but i can't.. i felt like i'm going to explode and just throw all of them into the drain but i can't.. i'm taking this period of time like i'm taking care of a real baby.. feed them, wash them and provide security.. so it's a real bummer but at the end of the day, felt satisfy because they can swim happily..

they look like this...

soul searching

2009-03-05T05:04:00.000-08:00

felt so empty even when i'm surrounded with kiosk.. boredom really kills.. it gets even weird when there's so much things to do but i'm bored.. and sometimes empty.. like my soul has wandered off to the nowhereland. i've got no idea what to do.. now i can't wait to go back.. i seriously want to go back because i don't know how long i can stand here.. i just need to do some reflection and to get away from issues i don't want to encounter.. rather let it die off than facing it and letting people down or so..

ok, done with what i wanna say.. i've been doing some food-binging activity. haha.. i just felt the drums come kicking in.. i hope i won't grow fat so fast... weight watcher seriously loves to say they'll turn fat.. just wanna relieve myself.. haha..

mydin's hot plate.. mushroom chicken yee mee...

chicken chop.. at NR cafe.. somewhere near airport..

seriously not bad.. worth trying... bee hoon soup.. at TER.. TER stands for Terengganu Equastrian Resort..

*isit...? not sure the 'R' stands for wat..*

Tropix cafe.. forgot to take the food pic but loves

the surroundings over here.. got 'wifi'... wanna try the chicken chop over here..

Dean's Dinner..

2009-02-25T01:11:00.000-08:00

on the 21 Feb, i got this dean's dinner to attend.. it's at this famous landmark, Taman Tamadun Islam.. best of all, it's free.. i'm afraid this would be the last.. huhu.. anyway, went there with adam and shu... the place is pretty.. ambience, satisfying.. food wise, not bad but insufficient.. *whoops* i mean for everyone.. i think for others as well.. can't say much as well coz i don't pay for it.. all i have to do is to eat and take more pictures.. unfortunately, after filtering those pictures, only a few pictures are categorized as 'unhurt'...

passport..? nice...side dish.. got fruits, jellies and 'kuih'..

vegetable that comes with variety of salad dressing..my food.. like usual.. i won't take rice..with my juniors and coursemates..
everyone's queueing for food.. lucky i wasn't one of the last to
pick up the food.. hehehe..

my juniors.. except for the orange one.. *hiak.. hiak.. hiak..*

with one of my fav lecturer, Dr. Siti...

all in all, it was a great night.. and i'm looking forward for my course's annual dinner...

but for now, just count away all those pathetic minutes and seconds...

cilipadi

2009-02-20T00:44:00.000-08:00

went to this stall 'CILI PADI'... they sell 'hot food' and also western food.. my friend asked me to try the chicken chop here.. so i did.. not so so bad coz it i finish it up without any force.. black pepper was so enough.. so, i'll be on the road hunting for more nice chicken chop.. sorry.. i just couldn't forget how i was treated in kuching.. my uncle once told me to just buy anything i want.. don't care about the price.. fulamak.. pokai la me.. hehe.. but anyway.. i enjoyed it somehow...

chicken chop.. *there's tomato only.. like usual.. i finish all the vege first..*

recycle habit..

2009-02-14T23:47:00.000-08:00

being able to open your eyes and listen are so vital that it helps to resolve matters that just aggrieves you..

emphatically.. hark those tiny sounds thats been playing in your mind.. never wrong, i would say..

life's a recycle bin.. u recycle every single feelings you've been through all over again and never would you miss the pain of sorrow.. no one would opt for that particular preference infliction in life as it brings nothing but doom..

but in a way, maturity will bloom and as a result another thick layer skin you will obtain..

water flow means nothing at all.. why water should be flow then...?

bear in mind.. what goes around, comes around... and i will never in my day of every second stop imprecating you..

chopchopchop..

2009-02-12T04:19:00.000-08:00

went to BY'U.. i guess.. it's a temporary cafe located somewhere in the campus. it's to train the sains makanan student on culinary skill and also customer service.. me, weng, jin, adam *senior*, emily, shu, peck ying and yun sing *senior* went to eat.. i ate chicken chop.. before i get to eat, i need to wait for so long that i guess i was nearly full.. i don't know how i did it but once the god damn food is here, i was singing and leaping in my head.. haha.. not so exaggerating doh.. anyway, hate this saturday.. suppose to be valentine's day but i have no idea why the lecturer like to conduct test on that very special day.. the same thing happened last year.. so pathetic.. but anyway, it's just an hour test...

chix chop.. *got vege actually.. but ate them up already*

URBAN DICTIONARY

2009-02-11T00:15:00.000-08:00

i dunno what to update.. i went googling for urban dictionary to find out how interesting is my name.. and guess what my name means in urban dictionary...

1. Dominic
Playa
Tokz:My darrrg hows things?
Danielle:Good thanks, hows Dominic?
Tokz: He is jus sitting here next to me with Jelly legs on one side n Shakira on the other.
Whilst he is chattin on the phone to Emily.
Danielle: oooooo gossip gossip!!

2. Dominic
The name of someone who is THE fuckin boss and who will smack his hoe if she steps out
of line. Do not fuck with this kid or you will get a cockprint on your face bigger than a truck
Jordan: Hey did you see dominic last night?
Matt: ya he was jockin on his hoe all night!
Mac: DAMN he got game kid

3. dominic
a horny teen who loves to jump onto moving trains and have wild sex with the captain.
The dominic could not resist the sassy captain named decoy.

4. dominic
a guy who sleeps with animals
"oh dominic stop fucking that goat"

it's not what i'm expecting.. WTF...

long, long time ago...

2009-02-03T00:34:00.001-08:00

haha.. i'm here.. didn't update anything because my line back at home sux.. refuse to upload my pictures.. and when i get back to campus, i got no time to do my stuff.. try to finish my assignments.. huhu.. time fly by so fast.. seriously cannot waste time.. i think by the time i wake up, i'm already an 'apek'. gosh... can't bear those wrinkles.. my chinese new year in kuching as usual, not so great but not too bad.. the bad part is that it rains alot.. i mean ALOT.. so pathetic.. my jaw hurts too at the end of the day because my mouth just couldn't stop munching. i was lucky to just stay for a few days in kuching because it looks like i'm eating for a month's food..

went out with friends and i really appreciate those moments with my friends.. so hard to find those moments anymore..

when i get back to UMT, i was so rush finishing all those assignment because i'm so lazy when i'm at home. no mood to do.. doesn't suit the cny celebration.. haha.. so i just really really random since i've been missing out for quite sometime..

james and his friend.. i didn't know why i took so many random pics that night..

*just wanna give hint that i was tipsy that night* *heheh*

wat r u looking at bro...?

visited amy's house...

my house with the 'moo'ss....

i want this big, big tv also...

angel's house...

my fridge...

see how my friend eat kampua.. foochow's specialty...

drinks and oranges in my house...

more foods to be serve...

more, more....

moviess...

2009-01-18T08:28:00.000-08:00

i've been watching movies, y'all.. waitin' for da time to flyby... haha.. i watched marley and me, slumdog millionaire, forrest gump, step up and shugo chara from episode 52 to 65.. watched ugly betty at the sametime.. and i didn't know i can watch movie.. haha.. okay, cya lata.. wana watch sum more movieess..

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu....

2009-01-11T16:50:00.000-08:00

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu

Kerispatih

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu

Dan tak pernah ku sesali itu

Seluruh jiwa rela ku serahkan

Mengenang janji setiaku

Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini

Alasan kau menyakitiku

Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku

Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:Bila rasaku ini rasamu

Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya

Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga

Coba bayangkan kembali

Betapa hancurnya hati ini kasih

Semua telah terjadi

Back to Reff:

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu

UPRANK..

2009-01-11T03:26:00.000-08:00

i entered Larian Maal Hijrah yesterday. i like to challenge myself so i give it a try again this year.. this year the hamper was narrow down to only top 10.. it seems tough but just try my best. all i have to do is run faster and maintain the speed.. and i did it.. i got number 8. i was 12 last year so it's an achievement. hehe.. yeah.. i was never an athlete in school until now.. it meant a lot for me to get involved in sports competition and actually win something... although no shopping spree for me but it's ok.. first prize is a trophy with rm300.. huhu~

saw this lion fish in the aquarium.. so sad only lion fish and sea cucumber in the big aquarium..

red, red...

2009-01-07T04:14:00.000-08:00

this is one of the delicacy i like the most.. i bought this from the pasar malam.. i like to eat this when it's cold. i put it in the fridge first.. but i've got no idea what is this 'nyum2' called...? huhu~

westerners...

2009-01-05T22:15:00.001-08:00

last night, i went out to have my dinner with iqbal.. we went to this warung mcgyver to eat western food.. my mouth suddenly got so itchy because i've been longing to eat either western food or tomyam.. mmm... anyway, we went there and i ordered fish and chips with teh-o kosong while bal ordered this chicken chop and milo peng.. when the food arrived, i was kinda surprised with the food.. i don't really like the look of my fish and chip because it looks like those cancer thingy or watever disease.. instead of using lemon, they used lime.. creative but.... i guess bal's chicken chop would test better.. after we ate, we went ronda2 like police and then went home.. end of story..

fish and chips.. *so little chips* rm10.. omg..
chicken chop..

early rant...

2009-01-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

well.. how can a student not starting their new sem with a pathetic rant.. again.. positive energy never came back.. all i can think of is relax and play.. but most of the time i just stuck at home without tv, it's a real pain.. some more, surf the net also seems like a dull routine.. wanna download movies seems like it will take 5-6 years to complete.. i know undergraduate student should be proactive in their studies and also curricular activities, but not me, anymore..

actually i'm kinda lonely.. that's y i start to think shit.. there's friends.. but same head friend is just so hard to find.. i dunno.. it just seems like it's so much easier to get a same head friend in kuching than semenanjung.. somehow.. it's just an opinion.. no offence.. haha.. probably there is.. but maybe it's not the right time yet.. sorry.. i really love to loiter or lepak around even if it's just going out doing nothing or talking at the park, kopitiam or shopping complex.. anywhere as long as i'm out of da house..

Late.. Late... Late....

2009-01-01T17:41:00.000-08:00

sorry everyone... i'm just looking for the mood to blog but to no avail.. luckily i forced myself so at least i get to post something for new year.. one of my new year resolution too.. muahaha... i need to wish everyone who knows me HAPPY NEW YEAR... haha.. *so late* it's 2009 and i hope i don't write 2008 in any of my assignment.. into the second the day of this 2009, i must say nothing grand has really wow me yet.. i mean something to blow me away.. i hope that my chinese new year will be a better one..

before i went back to terengganu i went out with mud and black.. it's been a real2 long time since we last went out.. so we did.. one of the places we went was sushi king and you don't want to know the cost of our faminity.. haha.. it's shocking but that's the fact..

salmon.. sashimi... my first time tasting it.. i think it's soso..

probably i need to eat more frequently so that i will enjoy it.. *muahaha*golden ball.. how can i miss this everytime i come here.. my total fav..
see the empty dish...

before i went back to KT, i still got few hours in KL.. so i've decided to go for a window shopping and to get something to munch.. i've wasted 1-2 hours at KTM because i thought i was sure where i am going.. i wanted to go mid valley.. so from putra i used KTM to mid valley.. i thought i didn't have to change train so i just go ahead from KL central.. mid valley was just right after KL central.. so i just went down with confidence.. check.. check.. when i stepped out of the train, i saw ANGKASAPURI.. haiz.. then i thought for a moment.. "isn't this the right pit stop..? why nothing 1..? probably is somewhere ahead.." so i've waited and i went some more further... and this time i knew i was wrong cause after 3-4 stations away and still see nothing and suddenly i realised.. i need to change train from kl central.. haiz.. then i felt so foolish and what a waste of time... anyway, i reached mid valley finally too so cheers..

wah.. bukan main lagi 2 perempuan ni main sorok2..
*chak..*
nyum.. nyum.. i like the curry puff.. 'big and hot'.. my sinful drink.. didn't take the pic of the drink..
but it was really really nice.. i ordered large 1 some more..reminds me of christmas only.. huhu~ christmas pau..

on the christmas eve, i reached KL.. i went there for 3days.. it was actually only meant for 2 days vacation but somehow i can't go back because the saturday bus ticket was sold out for all places in the east coast of malaysia.. WOW.. so more money to spend and felt like cash just fly by without any significant impacts on me.. i went to shop in SEEDS, METROJAYA, PARKSON, THE ROMP, TOPMAN.. i bought shirts in each of the mentioned shop.. *fuh* i wanted to buy shirt from the SUB.. but it was way too expensive.. if i buy it only decreases my total number of cloth to wear.. haha.. better buy slightly cheaper 1 but trendy as well... i didn't really focus my visit on food this time because i thought i wanna save money on cloth.. but still i manage to eat some nice food there.. i guess.. but didn't took some of the pix..

went to this place on christmas eve night..

i wanted to eat but it was late at night and it's fattening, u know..

ice cream and cheese-related-food are sinful foods which

can only be consumed during the day for me.. christmas "carolling".. haha..

red box to karaoke.. haha.. my first time

and it's great.. nice ambience..

need to pose for the room.. *checked.. i've been here*
great singers with me.. i'm more indonesian guy.. haha..
i seriously love ungu.. sad songs but very the mat rock..

drinks.. it's not just ORDINARY soft drinks..

hehehe.. figure out...

saw this lil kids playing with the 'giraffe' in berjaya times square..
it was 'loonngg........' they looked so happy 'touching' it.. *hiak3* yes.. GRAND SALES....
more outdoor performances....

see.. i went to sunway pyramid also..

so that i don't miss a red christmas tree in my blog as well..

muahahaha....

yogur berry.. healthy munch.. it'll be better with nuts..

yesterday went out with zulkifli.. hehehe... we went to eat this tomyam food at this unknown place for me.. but the tomyam was great.. i guess z or p knows where is it.. i excused myself that night to indulge in a sinful food of mine.. tomyam.. i didn't know whether it's healthy or not.. it's vege tomyam soup.. when i see oil, i see sins.. wait.. siinnsssss.... hahaha... but who cares.. i went out with vip.. so just close 1 eye.. i missed one sinful food in KL too.. which is the nasi lemak from papa *that's how ppl address him.. haha..*... it's a fat rice but it was way too delicious to resist.. i mean i've not been eating nasi lemak since... erm... i dunno.. few years edy.. so when i ate this nasi lemak, i was in heaven.. i ate real slow.. to enjoy it.. but i didn't finish it because i know the total damage of the food is serious..

simple but tasty..

soursop.. warm..

coz it's a cold, chilling night..

so all in all, not too bad.. although it's not really a blast for me to start of with my new year.. but still i'm grateful with everything i have and will cherish every single bits of it.. i've ended 2008 with an increase of friends and also knowledge.. not to forget, experience and hopefully 2009 will be a blessed one.. can't wait to turn more mature.. and can't wait for birthday parties.. *attention, please include me in your birthday party list.. kuang3*

tagged..

2008-12-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

erm, ok.. i've been take.. eh.. salah.. tagged.. i think this tag requires me to type in malay and so be it.. baiklah.. lagipun, bukannya susah sangat.. ok.. senang je tag ni.. saya buat tag ni untuk orang yang tag saya.. nanti saya pula kena chop sombong kalau xbuat.. hehe...

apa yang saya perlu buat..?

1. tulis 10 perkara pasal orang yang tag anda
2. tulis 10 perkara pasal anda
3. cari 10 orang untuk anda tag

tulis 10 perkara pasal orang yang tag anda..

1. orang ni banyak jaket yang saya suka..
2. orang ni ada astro kat rumah.. *duh..*
3. orang ni suka sangat melalak.. eh.. eh.. salah.. berkaraoke.. hehe.. sekarang saya pun suka berkaraoke pula.. cuma menyanyi bila rasa suara saya sesuai..
4. orang ni pendek dari saya.. kuang3...
5. orang ni seorang cikgu kepada subjek yang saya dok faham langsung.. haha..
6. orang ni baik...
7. orang ni ada sorg bff yg baik dan mengagumkan..
8. orang ni bela naga.... *suspen*
9. orang ni suka sangat brand giorgio amani.. *cm salah je ejaan brand ni*
10. orang ni sporting orangnye... *betul ke dok*

tulis 10 perkara pasal anda

1. saya suka jaket..
2. saya suka orang yang mempunyai rambut pjg sikit.. *eh.. eh.. ke mana pula perkara ni*
3. saya suka jogging..
4. saya suka travelling.. *kalau ada duit je..*
5. saya suka makan.. *yeke..*
6. saya nak pergi shopping...
7. saya benci penipu..
8. saya nak sgt 'si dia'....
9. saya rindu sgt 'si dia'....
10. saya suka scuba diving..

cari 10 orang untuk anda tag..

perluke...? rase2 xde orang yang nak buat tag yg saya sbb kwn sy ni malas orgnya.. haha.. terasa pula semua.. tulis je.. kalau terbaca ni, sila buat.. kalau x, habis kamu.. beri muka sikit..

1. aurelia..
2. jasmine..
3. felicity..
4. kristen..
5. nicole..
6. kelly...
7. hee kai..
8. aurelia's housemate.. ifa.. *sampai sana pula..*
9. naza..
10. gwen... *dia xtau pun blog saya ni.. kuang3*

EMPATHY VS VANITY

2008-12-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

the other day when i walked to my workplaced, i saw this 'labi-labi' at the bus stop seat.. DEAD.. so horrigible when i saw the species laying there.. without a leg some more.. i felt sorry for the labi-labi because died without peace.. so kesian.. huhu~

r.i.p.

i was so bored tonight, so i thought i wanna try on the big sunglasses that i bought at boulevard shopping mall.. i never had such sunglasses so i thought of giving a shot.. hehe..

before...

after...

still got 5 more days to go.. and i'll be back to terengganu.. =)

combination..

2008-12-13T16:06:00.000-08:00

i was working the past few days.. fuh~ so tired and hot... some more the smoke.. felt like getting cancer soon.. *choi3* but anyway, still manage to go out with friends.. this coming wednesday will be my last day for working.. i felt relieved.. i don't mind letting it go.. but i will certainly miss making burgers..

went out with andrie, eugene, steph, monique and aden.. we ate this oyster

omelette which is so yummy.. like the restaurant type..

my fav chow also..

this is my first movie after coming back from terengganu..

i think this movie suppose to be very nice..

but i went there after working and some more late at night,

so, in the middle of the story, i fall asleep.. huhu~

i want to eat this first before i go back to terengganu..

i've always like chocolate fresh cream..

oreo cake looks nice oso..

christmas coming soon.. so i took some christmas cake pic

in the shop.. huhu~ don't get to celebrate christmas here in kuching..

my favourite pastimes food.. used to.. haha..
ais kacang and lok lok..
now just once in a while..

The Menu and more..

2008-12-07T18:12:00.000-08:00

andre, steph and i went to 'the menu'... it is owned by steph's friend's bro.. the ambience is comfortable.. they serve western and asian food.. but we went there at night so we'ol had western food.. not bad.. probably it's due to faminity.. haha.. after we had our dinner, we went to 'the spring'.. steph wanted to try on this sexy swimsuit which i must agree.. but i never tell her that.. actually the things she tried on is all quite nice but sorry steph for not telling the truth.. hahaha.. i always criticize or make fun of her choice probably it would be boring to always see her too happy because she is... but anyway, saw gwen and adrian there.. was waiting for steph to try on ALL the swimsuit there.. gosh.. talk about going out to shop with A gal.. i thought it's just a piece but........ after that, went to pick eugene up.. and later went for our usual gathering at soho.. haha.. i know.. i party alot but we dunno what to do besides coming here, have a drink, dance, talk and have fun.. and that's all it matters.. but i dun always party here except for weekends.. i work too.. it's pretty stressful working and am in the state of fatigue at the end of the day.. for this sem's holiday of course.. i'm all goody goody in terengganu.. hehe..

mine.. almond fish..

andre's cheese chicken chop..

steph's fish and chip..

andre's bored waiting for the food...

steph's bored too...

new flavour..

2008-12-03T22:20:00.000-08:00

mummy brought home new flavour cake.. i have no idea.. it's chocholate with marshmellow.. and there's like cheese in it.. with cereal covered with chocolate as the base which is awesome and sinful.. hahaha.. oh, my god... actually i want to taste chocolate napolean.. anyway, my mum know how to feed me and my siblings taste buds.. that's why i cannot come back so often because my mum will bring back lots and lots of cakes which is not helping me AT ALL.. i will have only four days to starve myself when i get back to KT before looking ok for my christmas trip.. haha... now, i feel so OMG..

more and more...

2008-12-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

this is more on my workplace and nice food.. hehe.. because of work, i have no time to blog.. even if i blog, i just blog anything.. haha.. quite random... guess what.. i received my first paycheck. yay.. and it's only for 2 days.. hahaha.. well, it's been awhile since i last receive any salary.. hehe.. anyways, only left 2 weeks before going back to terengganu.. can't wait.. because i wanna go kl for christmas... even if it's not for christmas, i wanna go there for some extraordinary reason... MUAHAHA...

the front view...

santa.. i 1 my 'ehem'.. haha...

christmas tree..

the mirror is on top.. hehe...

fried dumpling.. *nyum2...*

cangkuk manis aka money chai... simple but simply delicious.. my all-time fav..

this is how kuching's karaoke session..

it's a real open place and not in a box...

make sure got good voice baru nyanyi.. haha..

part timer...

2008-11-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

today is my third day of working... i currently work at my uncle's place.. the restaurant is called the Chicago7.. am tired whenever i get back.. huhu~ at least i earned something.. hehe.. anyway.. right now, i'm so tired to blog.. sneak peak below..

then, went to mum's workplace and took all the desired stuff.. haha..

rindu....

2008-11-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

pernah ke dok korg terindu kan sstu...? mesti pernah kan.. saya skang pun dalam kerinduan.. ni la masalahnya bile malam menjelma.. sememangnya fikiran yg kosong tiba2 terisi dgn kenangan terindah.. pasrah dan redha dengan segala dugaan dan cabaran yang diberikan.. mungkinkah ini satu cara untuk membuatkan diriku ini lebih teguh.. walaubagaimanapun, hati tetap runsing dan fikiran tetap melayang.. kadangkala kemusykilan menjadi bayangan maut yang hanya akan meruntuhkan diriku yang hanya mampu memaparkan senyuman lemah.. tidak tahu ku manakah benar ataupun salah.. cuma kepercayaan saja yang dapat kusumbangkan.. harapan saya, keikhlasan ini tiada ternilai, maka, sambutlah, gunalah, terimalah keikhlasan ini dgn sebaik-baiknya...

night out....

2008-11-23T19:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday night was my first night out with my good friends... we went to jalan song to eat first.. later, we hopped on to soho.. i was in the mood to club but the instance i reached there, i was not as excited as before.. probably still missing out the important and crazy friends.. hopefully next week will be a better one.. so spend my time with andrie, steph and aden.. despite missing out vip friends, we still managed to pull out the night and somehow enjoyed our time.. at least it's not dull.. grappa sux either.. didn't stay there.. looks scary.. haha...

aden and andrie...
me and steph..took more pic.. andrie..
i memang pantang to stop moving.. memang tidur.. haha... dah la so late edy.. links.. yes, we went to the more classy club..
but it was empty on a sat night..?? wat the..
i slept here because was so boring..

this morning, went out to have breakfast with papa and sis.. i was eating my lungs out for the past consecutive 4 days in a row.. oh my gosh.. i'm like fattening up myself and my papa is so loving it.. it's not just ordinary meal ok.. our table is always full with food even if it's just my papa and me.. he dun mind spending how much as long as he can get me to eat like hell.. hahaha.. which i am.. i dunno why.. dahla got someone want me to stay slim.. huhu~ kinda guilty...

cha kueh.. how can u resist this...?
dim sum.. nyum2..
and at home, my mum is ready with all those choc cakes..

this is choc fudge.. i still got american choc and tiramisu in the fridge..

damn it.. how to stay slim like that.. hahaha...

my mum and dad are so evil...

POST EXAM

2008-11-19T22:23:00.000-08:00

back in kuching and no longer a sem 3 students... YES, BABY!! and thinking that this year will be ending real soon, i'm turning 22 next year.. gosh.. getting old.. when i was young, i was wishing like hell, i wanna turn 20 plus as soon as possible.. but now, ermmm.. i dun mind staying 22 looking young.. muahahahaha... so vain.. anyway, back in kuching, no progress yet.. but yesterday just satisfy all my sins and savour by devouring all my fav food at one go.. i thought i can only one go all my "drinks".. but din know i can one go my food as well and i'm so so satisfy.. and i'm going to do that soon.. when i got money.. talking about money.. i'm going to work to earn some money for my next sem so that i got money for entertainment.. although i have no idea what i can do in terengganu for fun, but lately i just discover how wonderful terengganu can be with the help of my beloved friends.. i was like r u sure this place do exist... haha.. anyway, i'll try my best to spend my 1 setgh tahun here to the fullest although i know it'll get stress by every sem. but strength is found, no more complaints.. or maybe once in a while is ok.. hehehe... i wanna be normal anyway..

milo mcflurry.. nyum2 to the fullest...

taiwan sausage.. *great...*

translation from mandarin, 'mi tikus goreng'

i believe terengganu can cook better...

favourite lok-lok dish.. tauhu.. nyum2...

oyster pancake... not so great..

seafood restaurant 1 is much2 nicer...

Blind...

2008-11-15T20:48:00.000-08:00

who wouldn't go blind facing laptop for almost 16 hours within 6 days everyday.. just take a slight 5 before going back to work.. so many modification to be done.. so many journals to read.. i want this misery to end.. huhuhuhuhuhuuhu~~~~ i thought i can save money on buying contact lense.. looks like it just ain't gonna happen that way.. WTF!! please.. i dun want to see phytoplankton, zooplankton, water mass, chlorophyll and all those bullshit after this.. *still have too* (T-T)

*back to work*

1 more f*****g paper to go.........

2008-11-09T02:16:00.000-08:00

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO.. AND IT'S 9 DAYS FROM NOW.. CAN'T WAIT... YAAATTAAAA!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO INSANELY OUT OF MY MIND THINKING THAT THIS 'SO BULLSHIT' SEM IS GOING TO END AND 3 MORE COWSHIT OF SEM TO GO..... CAN'T WAIT TO END ALL OF THIS... DON'T CARE ABOUT THE ASSIGNMENT FIRST.. NEGLECT IT FOR TODAY!!!! AAAHHHHH!!!!! OB! I'M GOING TO DEFEAT YOU!!

ahh.. felt great after screaming like that in the blog.. i felt like screaming after completing kaedah dan instrumentasi akuatik paper.. it's a scream of joy and rebellion.. hahaha.. keep some to really release it when i'm really done with my paper...

ok.. dat's it.. let's call it a post.. *fuh...*

FLY BYE... sayonara..

2008-11-08T12:00:00.000-08:00

japanese boy, Masa-san flew back to Japan... we went to the airport to send him off.. As usual, i went to the airport with my bic.. it's quite near.. for me, of course.. nothing seems to be far for me.. hehe... no tears were shed.. *oh poor, masa-san.. should try harder so that someone can cry.. hehe.. juz jk..* but anyway, everyone's happy to know that he'll back to his hometown as that's where he belong... it's quite an experience for him and for us.. so i guess it's quite a worthwhile visit.. i suppose.. hmm.. no more reason to throw a party.. hehe.. sorry, can't help it coz i love to party..

convenient shop..

somekinda restaurant.. the cake is
quite expensive, doh..

masa-san's flight..

people who actually sent him off...

then, this morning, i went to mydin again.. my purpose of going there was dashed coz someone decided to start working early.. so potong stim.. haizz.... anyway, spend my 2-hour wondering around.. looking at things.. surveying goods.. lastly, went in to mydin to buy stuff and showed my face at the counter..

ala2 hollywood..

playground near mydin.. wanted to play
but there're kids who takes control of the swing.. sheesh...

saw this car few times already..

decided to take pic.. cool car..

but not cool anymore, when it's raining..

Steammboattt.....

2008-11-07T10:00:00.000-08:00

was waiting for this power cord to be transported to me before going back to kuching.. lucky it did arrive.. i asked for a new one because my old one is spoilt.. huhu~ but anyway, it's in a warranty state.. so care no more about asking for a new one..

and last night, i went to my senior's house for a steamboat.. as a farewell party for masa-san.. huhu~ he's going back to japan today.. all the best to him.. back to the steamboat... it was nice.. the food and all that.. but, it took sometime for the food to get cook.. need to wait a few minutes before the food is ready.. hehe...

masatoshi meguro..

*i guess so.. all this while called him masa-san only*

preparing the food..

the guys...

nyum.. nyum..

adding more raw food to be cook..

part of the raw food..

i went home early.. daniel told me that they played games and drink beer.. hehe... i dunno whether i'm lucky or not.. anyway, i had great times too after i left the party.. *hehehe*

just another excursion...

2008-11-04T03:07:00.000-08:00

yesterday, just completed biology of coral reef paper.. i must say it's quite ok.. not bad.. at least i'm not sweating answering the question.. so relaxing.. i hope more similar paper like that and i can sleep well for 1 month.. huhu...

was kinda disappointed after receiving one msg after the test.. so i asked mal to bring me out.. so visited pi in hospital.. the patiant opposite him is a nerve wrecking.. my heart was beeping hearing those sounds.. it sounds like it's going to stop but lucky not... then went to mydin to drink and survey some clothes and shoes.. nice.. it's been a while since i last do my clothes surveying.. after that, we lepak at shahbandar.. so peaceful *although got some people* and with the wind brushing over my face, it felt so good.. i like it.. i just like to hang around and laze around like that, chit chatting.. i did this everyday when i'm in form six at taman sahabat with canisius and we talk and talk all night.. i've got no idea why we got so many topics but i love it and miss those days.. really... but after the whole day, my mood is back to normal.. no heart feelings.. it's normal to be disappointed sometimes...

and guess what.. i might make my cycling to mydin an exercise routine.. it's an hour to and fro ride and morning breeze is nice.. i might cycle to town next time.. hehe.. who says i need car to go town.. huhu.. just need a little bit of hard work...

sunset...blue... *i'm blue da be dee da be da*sign road.. different from kuching one.. huhu.. my bic... at mydin..

shuGO chaRA...

2008-10-31T21:45:00.000-07:00

I didn't know why i adore this anime so much.. but one think i like is that this anime got small characters.. like pokemon.. huhu~ and the tiny characters are so cute.. the boring part is that the main character, Hinamori Amu, the one with pink hair, use the same slogan everytime she fights.. and their mission is always cleaning up X-egg, the bad character... Hinamori Amu aka Amu-chan got three Guardian characters which are Ran (red), Miki (blue), and Su (green).. They have different power and characters.. Ran helps Amu to be good in sports, Miki helps Amu to be good in arts, and Su helps Amu to be good in daily life like house chores and cooking..

happy birthday, sis...

2008-10-31T20:05:00.000-07:00

would like to make a shoutout for my sis.. happy 12th birthday, josephine.. sadly i'm not there to celebrate ur birthday.. if i'm there, definitely can get papa to bring us to sushi king and eat.. huhu~ love sushi a lot..

yesterday rained heavily.. it was around 4pm and i was stuck.. waited there till 5 something and got wet anyway when i reached home even the rain's droplet did get smaller in size.. however, today was kinda hot.. still unsure.. i was crazy because i got mixed feeling... so i cycled to mydin just to satisfy what's bothering me.. it looks like i can cycle from my rented house to mydin in just 30 min.. which means, yeah, went to mydin this morning.. just to look at what i want to look can stop my anxiety.. i don't mind sacrificing for the things i believed in. i was overjoyed even to have look at what i wanna look for just 10 minutes.. later, i thought i wanna go see dr. sms.. but he'll only be here tomorrow at 10 am.. will see how.. it's a nice workout, though.. and i definitely have the stamina to do so.. GANBATE!!!

poster..

the stadium...

along the bridge...

the look of my rusty old bicycle...

Peace...

2008-10-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

was searching for some peace and tranquility time so i went to the beach alone.. felt so great after walking at the beach.. still can't jog because my feet hurts.. instead, i went to the gym and workout.. same thing anyway.. for fitness purposes.. i just hope now my days won't passby so fast because i could even barely enjoy the time over here.. *sob2..* it's like sucking me into the toilet bowl.. *berkaitan ke...* anyway, test coming soon.. starts on 3 nov.. i'm struggling so hopefully everything will end well... for this sem of course.. however, i need to know when to relax a little bit so that i won't stress up during the exam..

cowzzzz.....
scenery...
doing assignment..

p/s: come here, z.. make me happy... i know you can... hehehe...

out of the blue..

2008-10-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

i'm still trying to post something fun but to no avail.. anyway, fun is everywhere and it's how we interpret fun so just post something random.. guess that's fun as well.. random.. hrmmm.. ok, back to the story.. study week is what i'm going through but no pressure.. i nearly get myself killed due to the pressure i put on myself yesterday but thinking it's stupid to do so when you can just relax while studying.. it's not like the final exam is so damn hard.. seriously if i compare it with stpm.. must possess a good memorising machine in my head.. that's all..

and again, after 4 months of struggling, i'm glad it's going to end again for this sem.. *pheww* but i'm reluctant to go back because i'll miss *let's say i give this living microorganism an alphabet 'z'.. huhu..* z.. alot alot.. *sob2* unable to accompany z for a month.. that's long.. hope that z can survive without me.. unless i bring z along to kuching.. hehe.. hide z in my beg.. *kawaii..*

anyway, exam is my priority now.. finish up my assignments is my second priority before going back.. fun and play is alternating priority in between those important priority.. haha..

haircut in KT.. will not try it again.. *rm7*

aftermath of cycling everyday to and fro from campus

back to my house... hmm.. got small muscle at the betis..

my dangerous attempt of taking photos

while riding the motorcycle... so cool..

CAMWHORE~~

2008-10-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

no doubt living things that surrounds me love camwhoring.. me myself love it too.. anyway.. it's a good thing.. every event has been taken down through pictures.. when browsing through the pics, it reminds us of the happy things and also the unhappy things..

with my coursemates...
with nik..
even cat starts to pose when i wana take it's pic..

nevertheless, happy moments are always shattered by unhappy moments which needs to be covered so that no one will know. is it necessary..? of course, but not with best friends or someone you love and trust.. sometimes burdens in life can be shared so that some of it will be lift up and thus, lightens up your life. as hard as it may seems, problem sharing might be a good way to make yourself feel good. don't pressure yourself. loosen up yourself might be the answer for you..

BM standard, BM sarawak...

2008-10-13T22:36:00.000-07:00

wow.. aku dah hampir campur semua BM selepas belajar kat ctok tok setahun setengah.. nak padah yang bahasa sarawak aku macam tahi tapi masih ok juak.. cume yang ni je satu hal.. bahasa yang kirenye lebih standard skit.. bahasa semenanjung.. *nangis2* kadang2 tu tergune bahasa gitu.. dah campur.. tulis tu xpa gik bila klakar jak yg jadi masalah.. jelas sekali aku tok mudah terpengaruh.. haha.. matiler.. biler balik nanti mesti kena ngepak kawang2 aku.. tp, bez juge.. i dah kire boleh tahan dah.. nanti balik kuching boleh le tarik korg join gune bahase camtok.. haha.. kedak rojak dah posting tok.. *penalti.. guner inggeris..* haha... susahnye nak tulis bahasa melayu.. bahasa melayu terengganu aku agik perlu dipolishkan lagi.. *haah.. tu dia* adoi.. cuma aku mok padah ngan kitakorang tek, aku dah ada alasan tok tinggal kat terengganu.. yes.. *geleng kepala* cuma masa jak yang akan menentukan segalanya.. setakat tok nang puas hati kamek.. tapi, ujian mok datang dah.. banyak kerja rumah yg perlu disiapkan dalam masa sebulan tok.. tapi, harap2, dapat siap dalam masa yang ditetapkan.. dalam masa yang sama, kamek mok ilek2 juak.. xboh tertekan.. sekali-skala kuar ngan kawan tu ok gak... okla.. aku chow lok..

Sneak Peek...

2008-10-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

went to the marine hatchery today coz shu need to get antermia aka sea monkey (zooplankton) to feed adam's seahorse.. i was 'sakai' and bored so i start to snap some pictures while shu collects the monkey.. today, nothing special.. stomach shows some positive sign and hopefully it will be fully recover.. booked my flight back to kuching already.. on the 19 nov.. yes.. xsabar wanna go back.. woohoo..

clownfish aka Nemo..
horseshoe crab.. *limulus sp..? is it..?*
catfish...
sea horse..
abalone...

Stomach ache.. ouch

2008-10-04T03:37:00.001-07:00

OMG.. it's been four days.. and i'm still having stomach ache.. this freaking stomach ache is so annoying.. i have no mood to do my work.. shit.. i nearly give up and feel like going back to mummy.. i miss how mother take care of me when i'm sick as a young child... *i know.. so 'manja' and mummy's boy..* but that's me.. at this time around, i just want somebody to care about me and usually it's my mother who would sacrifice her time and energy taking care of me.. and father too.. but like i've said, i'm very mummy's boy.. gosh.. i wish that this stomach ache will gone by tomorrow... if not, i feel like it's useless to sit for this tuesday's test.. because i hardly even memorise the notes because of this freaking stomach ache.. pray for me..

UnXpected trip..

2008-10-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

went to tasik kenyir the yesterday with friends.. it's really cool to eventually step onto a place where everyone's been talking about.. it's even been mentioned in the Geography book.. when we reached there, i thought we won't have to pay anything and you can go to all those 340 islands by car.. but who the hell knows that we're required to do island hopping with a boat.. it costs us about rm 21 per person.. but i think it's really worth it.. went to the herbs park first. u can see lots of different herbs there.. *duh* got tongkat ali, misai kucing and etc.. i guess we're so into it we even tried to it those leaf.. yeah.. we're so hungry to the extend of eating all those herb's leaves to survive.. *just joking*

later, we hopped to saoh waterfall.. the water there is so freaking cold. but we just endure it. it's really nice though to dipped in icy cold water. i wanted to go under the waterfall but damn me who don't even know how to swim hafta give up coz it's deep..

after the waterfall, we went to the part where they rear lots of fish.. haha.. can't remember the name.. fed those hungry fish reminds me of taman sahabat in kuching.. it's cool to see the places here but unfortunately we have to go to the mainland coz it's going to rain soon..

later, we went to empangan kenyir which is quite far from tasik kenyir.. at first we thought it's somewhere in the tasik kenyir but we made a few turns which ended up at the same spot where we first start.. when we finally gave up, suddenly we found the way to the dam.. so we took pictures there.. unfortunately for me, i've got stomach ache for the past 2 days.. and i can't seem to enjoy myself when we're at the dam.. damn it..

when we finally made a decision where to eat, on our way to town, suddenly one of our car got punctured tyre.. dunno why but the tyre is hot.. probably overstressed.. haha.. so we stopped in front of this malay's house.. they lend us a hand to fix the punctured wheel.. for being over nice and kind they invited us in for some raya cookies.. wow.. super cool.. speechless.. we're so 'tidak malu' so we open up the jars of cookies and eat it like as if we've known them for quite long.. but the elders were really nice people.. they even gave us their contact number so that next time when we're around we can go to their house to visit.. hehe..

for our dinner, it's still on.. haha.. went to Noodle Station to eat.. later we went back and reached home at around 9pm.. fuh~ from 8am, you know.. what a trip.. i enjoyed myself and hopefully there'll be more trips in the future..

empangan kenyir..
the scenery

at least u have an idea of what the heck am i talking about..
tasik kenyir..

Selamat Hari Raya

2008-10-01T03:07:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim friends out there.. i'm sad because i can't celebrate with my friends back in kuching.. but quite relieve and glad that i get to go visiting here in terengganu.. today, the first day went to four houses and i'm totally full.. now, i feel like having stomach ache. anyway, the food here is nice.. and hopefully next year, i'll be celebrating it with my friends in kuching.. this time i'll book the ticket asap...

global understanding...

2008-09-25T14:57:00.000-07:00

this sem, i've added extra credit hour to my list. i took introduction to world culture. it's more or less like interact club but this class is much more interesting, in a way that you are really communicating with the people. my class is mainly the chinese and indians.. i don't know why no malays or bumis taking it up this sem.. anyway, that doesn't concern me because i still having great time.. so far, we've been communicating with people from East Carolina University, USA.. my partner is amanda deez.. she's great.. blonde and pretty.. we've been chatting online and doing some teleconferencing.. it's really, really interesting.. our next stop will be some university in venezuela.. can't wait because they produce lots of beautiful people as well.. reminds me about 'mis tres hermanas'.. haha..

my class...
my current partner..

Bazar Ramadan..

2008-09-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

well, i din visit kuching's bazar for like nearly 2 years already.. so kinda forget how does it looks like.. but terengganu's bazar is fantastic.. it's just more malay traditional.. i guess kuching's one is malay traditional with a little modernization.. hehe.. everyday, i will stopby at the gong badak's bazar ramadan.. i buy alot of food.. seriously.. because i fast also, and i'm quite active so i need more food nowadays.. there's tons of kuih here.. i like it.. especially the one like made out of tons of fish eggs.. haha.. still have no idea what's that.. i will buy pudding for my sahur.. chocolate and jagung flavour.. nice.. after this ramadan, i'll be wondering what will be my dinner for the next 2 months.. huhu~

ayam percik and mee hoon..

air bandung with cincau..

Amnesia???

2008-09-22T01:15:00.000-07:00

haha.. suppose to have an extra class today.. and i totally forget about it.. instead of going to class, i went straight to the library and do assignment.. looks like assignment and presantation really make me go crazy.. i'm surely 'iie genki des'.. haha.. this all hectic also caused me to forget about the raya's holiday.. i didn't know it's that near until someone remind me.. and yeah, i fast for 22 days.. fuh~ felt tired and wonder when will be my day to go back to kuching... it seems like it's a long and winding road..

still got presantations, erm, writing reports and examsss... sometimes i just felt like i need a booze.. i mean, at least, i deserve a treat.. in terengganu since i can't party so much.. haha.. most of the event is meant for survival.. which means food.. when there's food, you get to save money.. it's an essential tactic.. i miss sushi.. i miss satay.. both satays.. hahaha.. i miss going crazy.. when i say crazy, it's a real hardcore crazy, dude.. my real friends know how crazy i can be with a little bit of extras.. haha.. my look doesn't suit my extras personality sometimes. too innocent to be true.. haha..

i need celebrations.. terengganu's life is just too stable and safe.. *polite, rite... rather than saying boring and dull.. haha.. whoops.. tershashur*

Past

2008-09-20T15:36:00.000-07:00

Finished my oral presantation.. What a relieve.. Now I know how hard it is to produce slides for presantation. Yesterday, participate in the beach cleanup.. Have fun.. Can see all the sand flying around. Haha.. We collected quite a huge amount of rubbish at the beach and I totally have no idea our beach is that dirty.. Anyway, i wish to have more fun albeit final exam is drawing very near and of course, writing reports.. Gosh.. Wish to end all this misery ASAP..

Shu, Peck Ying, Masatoshi, Me and Daniel

why like that..?

2008-09-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

probably due to fasting and presantation, everyone seems to be at the edge of blowing their minds off... but bear in mind, i do too.. and sometimes i just don't get it.. why things are fine when everything i do pleased you.. when i followed what you say... but things get ugly when i feel i need a little space of my own... i don't mind pleasing people as long as you guys are happy.. but please.. sometimes things aren't just about YOU only.. sometimes it's not too much if i say i do need people to please me as well.. i may just look simply quiet at times, stupid at times, fun at times, crazy at times.. but i do possess limitation.. fortunately, my limitation is so high, i just let people step onto my head.. but don't step too long because at the end you might just realise that you're stepping on a going-to-be exploding volcano..

sorry.. i just need to let some burdens off...

*chow*

Laguna..

2008-08-28T18:15:00.001-07:00

went to pulau redang 2 weeks ago.. huhu.. late post.. although i went there only for 2 days 1 night, it's enough to give me the relaxation time.. i must say laguna is really different from other islands i've been to.. it's a real paradise... i would love to go back there next time.. this time i would make it 3 days.. hehe.. i went there with jin and ah pan..

saw lots of foreigner there.. sunbathing without the top is quite surprising for me.. what surprise me more is that they can even stand up and chat without their bikini as well.. with the children running around.. i wonder how the children felt with all those lady foreigners putting away their bikini..? huhu~ anyway, enough stun.. the snorkelling part is not so exciting.. hehe.. i guess this is due to the fact that i've done too many snorkellings already in the past.. what i saw there is the usual stuff... but i like to be in the water.. cooling.. and the meals are fantastic.. omg.. i can grow fat instantly if i don't get my butt out from that place.. they serve up to more than 15 dishes including desserts.. i love that place.. but i still love the meal at damai lagoon, doh~

anyway, words are just words.. pictures worth more than words.. so, enjoy the pictures below.. it's not in order.. hehe..

cereal.. with fresh milk.. nyum..
roti canai.. breakfast.
traffic light pau..
pancakes and telur dadar.. with orange juice..

the view of the room..
my dinner.. marvelous..
roast lamb compliment with barbeque sauce..
my breakfast..
more telur dadar..

browsing through the items..
more more tea...
my lunch..
not mine.. jin's 1.. lunch also..
desserts...

me..
train car.. hehe..
the hall...
getting up the boat..

the beach...
me again..
more more tea inn at night..
the bed..
jin's room mate..

KL 2

2008-08-21T18:07:00.000-07:00

third day.. woke up early because olilia's going back to kuching.. and her housemate too.. so sad.. i want to go home as well.. anyway, i went to kl central later then stopby at mcd to grab myself a cup of tea and newspaper.. sitting there.. waiting for the time to fly.. when time strucks 9am, i quickly proceed to pavilion.. waiting for my friend there.. it's raining that morning.. how wonderful.. passed my bag to my friend and later went to starbuck to drink and online.. had my lunch with fren at food republic, pavilion because it's raining.. if not, we could have been to jalan alor to eat... oh yah, i learnt how to go klcc from pavilion.. huhu~ now it's so easy for me because it's so near.. i have no idea at all.. went to klcc to look, shop and walk.. dinner, had it at wangsa maju.. if i'm not mistaken la.. refer to train's stop.. huhu~

when my holiday reached last day in KL, then i realised time flies really fast.. too fast that i wish i could turn back time and enjoy the same thing all over again.. anyway, that morning, went to putra bus station to put down my stuff.. went to mcd again and do the same stuff.. huhu~ tea and newspaper.. later, i went to klcc to grab my breakfast.. ate banana pie.. bought it at king pie.. hehe.. my lunch, i went to sushi king.. wahaha.. so sinful.. i went to the park which is located behind klcc.. i never go to the park so i'm quite amazed with the ambience.. if i live in KL, i dun mind paying a little for the train fare to go the park here for a jog.. later, i went to pavilion again to eat.. now you know why i go broke so fast and easy.. hehe... wanted to eat the hotdog bun at 1901.. apparently, one new york chicken hotdog cost only rm1.99.. but the line is too long and i'm hungry.. so din wait.. after dinner, went back to klcc again.. haha.. after i know the shortcut, i always stopby at klcc... got lrt.. easy.. when it's nearly 10pm, it's time again for me to head back to TERENGGANU.. gosh.. why oh why..

so funny.. must be a dull restaurant..
soya bean..
green tea cream puff.. gosh.. i'm addicted to the puff.. *thanks to OLILIA*
fried cha kueh...
double decker bus.. much much better..
klcc garden..
wow, got swimming pool...
the playground..
uuuu...
wanted to jog..

golden ball.. my FAVOURITE...
black pepper udon..

peanut flavour..
chocolate chip cream..

ais kacang.. not so nice..

chicken puff... *so blur*
green tea tart..
tea and newspaper.. still using lipton.. not bad..

green tea latte.. very nice..
inner pavilion
cheese stick..
XXL fried chicken.. nice...

singapore fried kuay tiaw... so so nice.. yummy..

KL 1

2008-08-21T05:53:00.000-07:00

i used double decker bus, finally.. BUT it sucks... what an impression transnasional bus gave me.. anyway, i arrived KL like usual around 5am.. Then, weng and i went to kl central together.. wait, and also, daniel.. huhu~ nearly forget him.. when reached there, i grabbed a bus to sunway.. sun light still no where to be seen.. luckily when i reached there, sky begins to turn darkish blue then to light blue..

i used taxi to olilia's apartment.. which cost me rm5 eventhough it could be a walking distance.. duh... olilia's new living place is way better than the previous one.. so much comfortable.. i like it.. got swimming pool as well.. so dat day, we went to mid valley to meet up her friends.. there, i get to know some of her friends, eat sushi at sushi zanmai, the gardens, cakes at the secret recipe and window shopping at mid valley and also the gardens.. we round up our day by going to sunway pyramid to eat at A&W.. huhu~

next day, i went out with LG.. hehe~ went to petaling street and some more interesting place that i won't even dare to walk to because i'm still new in KL.. wow.. really cool.. i mean cool.. this is like the downtown day.. THANX LG.. at night, went to mamak stall to watch the match between lin dan and chong wei.. so funny because everyone there was clapping each time chong wei obtain a point.. chong wei lost at the end.. huhu~ can't do much too.. rm 300000 is urs.. *chia me*

*sorry, first 2 days not many food pics..*

capsquare.. nice place to stay in..
capsquare mall...? forget the name of the mall la, LG..
chicken teriyaki from subway..

not bad for a healthy binge..

cendol.. nyam.. nyam..
sweet potato ball.. petaling street...
bangunan abdul samad..
cimb bank.. *blue one*
maju junction mall...
double decker bus...
olilia's hand.. grabbing some free stuff..
wow.. who wanna play big chess with me...??
olilia's apartment.. *hey, my towel*

olilia's kitchen area...

Soon...

2008-08-18T22:23:00.001-07:00

Time for me to go broke again... I mean seriously.. I've been on a food binging and it's seriously out of my mind.. Ask aurelia.. She's the mastermind... *huhu2* Anyway, I'll post up the food and it's shocking for me.. Huhu.. I dunno what to say.. Eaten not so nice food and also nice food.. Gosh... I'm so bad.. Bad.. Bad..

Pulau Kapas...

2008-08-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

delayed post.. went to pulau kapas last week.. it's not the kinda field work i'm looking for but we somehow enjoyed ourselves.. *bullshit* ok... not really.. we're exhausted and tests are drawing near.. we reached the marang jetty at 8-9 something am.. *this is the problem.. forget the time liao..* and we need to wait for the 'ferry' to transport us there.. each trip can fit 12 person.. the big one can fit 20 person.. so adding up the total trip, we got 4 trip.. i'm in the last trip.. and yes, i've waited nearly 2 hours for the ferry.. haiz... so pathetic.. hate waiting.. but somehow being a patient human being, i endured the agony of having to wait for the stupid last trip.. anyway, i have fun... took pics.. tons of it.. but jin has it.. so not much pics to upload.. when we reach the kapas island, i noticed there was jelly fish.. oh no.. here we go again.. more itchiness.. since we didn't write an official letter to the administrator there, our visit was not an official visit.. so we cannot do any sampling.. so we changed to another place.. somewhere near.. another 2 trip.. guess what.. the last trip again and lucky it's 2 trip only.. when we reached there, we began our observation with a little stinging surprise. great, jellyfish.. i so hate it.. how to observe with those baby jellyfish stinging us so frequently..?? lucky for me, i got stung 3-4 times.. the other's was like 'ahh, gatalnyer..', 'adeh.. gatal..', 'aper ni, gatal la.. ada bintik2 hijau..' haha.. so funny watching my coursemate scratching up and down.. i felt the same way when i was in pulau bidong before.. however, we passed our days with fatigue and anxiety to go back.. haha.. to go back, we got a total of 5 trips.. and guess what.. u might be correct.. wait, you will be right.. i was in the last trip, yet again.. this time, i've waited 3 hours plus.. gosh.. but i got a nice chat with sham, safa and jin.. haha.. when we reach the jetty, i ran to the toilet to take my bath... now, i don't feel any excitement in any of the future field trip anymore.. filled with boredom and exhaustion.. unless it's an trip to kl.. i don't mind.. huhu.. ok.. that's all.. going to kl tonight.. huhu~ yes.. this is the real fun..

nice view..
this was from the previous field trip.. the kemaman one..
Nel was promoting Malaysia.. *public speaking come in handy*
*ad* walnut chocolate cake..
syam, emily, peck ying and shu.. the very 'huha' gurls except syam, of coz.. without them i guess
i'll be bored to death.. huhu~
marah ker, syauqi.. dok masuk gambo ke..?

kemaman trip..
*acting cute*
peck ying and me..

Blank..

2008-08-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

didn't know what to feel for the past couple of days.. drastic changes seems to appear from nowhere and coping with it is a challenge.. my grandma passed away on the 31 July night.. it's really sudden because i knew all this while my grandma is a strong woman.. she's gone through lots of downs and pains but she still stay intact. i'm really glad to know she will be in a peace of mind now but extremely sad to learn that she's gone forever.. she plays quite a major role when i was young.. i still remember i always wait for her to open the gate and i would quickly rush to her and ask whether i can follow her for breakfast.. and our breakfast is always kolomee.. she always complain the noodle is too salty. when i was young, she would bring me to town using bus. she would tell me a lot of stories in the bus. we used bus 22.. my grandma loves to tell me about her background and past stories.. and i find it fascinating.. my grandma is well-loved by everyone due to the fact that she's really friendly.. she loves to travel.. in kuching, she would walked around the city and now i know how i develop this interest in me.. when reality hits me, i'm really devastated because i was struggling during my field trip the next day after she passed away.. my grandma is actually a good person.. really really good.. probably because she used to take care of me and my brother, i find it hard to accept the fact that she's not here now.. but i'm slowly healing and i dun want to show my down side to anyone because it will make people around me sad.

pain attack..

2008-07-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

gosh, i've been answering nature's call for almost a day.. my stomach is teasing me.. sekejap sakit, sekejap ok.. dat one for nearly 3 days.. dunno what's wrong.. did i eat anythin wrong....? Or did i take in to much fruits.. hahaha.. ok, let it be.. hopefully the next day will be better... i'm so damn busy with my assignment and lab and also stupid night class.. feel like commit suicide.. sem 3 is like so damn busy and packed.. i want this sem to pass away as fast as possible.. nothing interesting still.. wait for fieldwork... probably more to talk about when it comes to Pulau Kapas fieldwork.. hehehe... -tata-

DREAM ON.....

2008-07-20T07:38:00.000-07:00

i want to learn how to break dance... UUUuuuuu.... hehehe....

*tetiba je*

Convo fest...

2008-07-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

I'm quite buzy nowadays.. I dunno why.. Either doing assignment, helping out at the stall or whatever it is, my positive energy has slowly fade away.. I try to stay as optimistic as possible but none of my surrounding is helping.. I feel like just wanna quit this whole stuff and begin a new life.. But, hey.. I'm too old for any sudden alteration although I would like to change.. I don't mind working but I don't want to work in a place like T********U.. I can't stand it... Feels like dragging myself all the way to the finish line.. I know I got no problem dragging myself because I did it before this.. Form 6.. Hmm.. I want to do something I like but is this possible..? I want to be a chef... Is it funny..? Diver is nice but marine biologist... Hrmm... Ok.. Probably pesimistic mood came to haunt me.. I just want to feel comfortable... I want someone to pamper me.. *not funny* I want someone to make me laugh.. I want someone to listen to my problems and my opinions.. OK.. I dunno where will this leads to but.. but.. but... erm, I really need a real friend.. Permanent friend.. 24hours real friend.. Should I advertise...? Reality show...? haha.. OK.. more craps from me.. sorry.. still not the day to write my blog.. although i completed one..

in KT... in new house...

2008-07-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

back in KT.. not a pleasant first day.. got down from bus.. pay rm25 to my new rented house and rode my friend's bic to campus and walked to and fro for nearly an hour plus... then stayed in the lab from 10 am till 5 pm.. gosh.. i never felt so horrible before.. now, i start to wonder whether i make the correct choice of staying out.. dunno la..

not in the mood right now.. will write a proper one when i really settle down..

*mummy, i miss home*

emo..

2008-07-04T19:54:00.000-07:00

when i get back, i'll get so emo for the few first weeks.. because like usual i'll miss everything in kuching... then i'll be back after i make myself busy and stuff.. but seriously, i dunno whether i'll be emo or not when i get back this time.. but going back there help to save me also.. haha.. if not, i am going to be spoil.. i channel all my 'emo' to my jogging actually.. it's a real healthy way and it helps me alot to slim down.. haha.. see how emo helps me to slim down.. *sorry, i so bullshit rite now.. just bear with me* sometimes i get so thin i think my body is so ridiculous.. i dunno whether i deserve this body or not.. that's why i try to eat more carbs nowadays.. oh, it's so sinful for me..